do you think i fucked up with my oneitis tbh tbh?

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like, she was still replying to me after we went out a second time. maybe if i had waited a bit more i could have tried again with her or at least waited till she unmatched me or smth instead of deleting the thing. but at that point the vibes were very bad and i had 0 faith in her left. not to mention i was scared as fuck last time i met her, one wrong move and who knows how she could retalitate. she wasnt scared to tell me im ugly to the face unlike the other girl who had 0 backbone.

but you know this is in hindsight because i went through the army and had lot worse stuff there than a mean girl. i would beat my younger self up for being so weak but now that i know what to do its over. JK id still be the same lil bitch i was if a girl showed interest in me lol