Deleted member 3177
Life just isn't hard enough
- Joined
- Sep 14, 2019
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I feel like I'm being left behind. There is no use to my posts or whether I'm active or not. I'm trying to see what I did in the past to see if I changed or if the quality of my posts descended, and I can't discern between anything. Feels like the novelty is gone... 700 hours on the forum soon. Post count keeps going up. But I feel empty and less and less motivated to post. I tried to do the quarter monthly bump but when I saw the posts in my threads of users that are inactive, I didn't want to ruin those threads. It's so over for me. I care too much about 1s and 0s on a screen. Alarm rings, it's time for my tranny pills again

