imabetanumale
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I have had three psychotic episodes but never had hallucinations norr speech disorder just delusions that aré bizarre. Althought the first ones were more paranoid but mind stream has been for several years now and just these last few days I have asked myself if it just not real and im seeing references when people actually didnt mean nothing.
The first episode i thought my parents were in love with me and fighted each other because of me and i thought my dad wanted to.kill me and i always put the closet towards my rooms door fearing they would entre when im asleep and whisper while inwas dreaming to brainwash me.
The second was when i started antypsichotics i was thinking my parents were giving me information like references when they talked so i concluded that we were being raped by my neighbout who i thought he was a gang member i i thought they were giving me pills to forget what the gang did to me and my family i thought they hired hackers to troll me about the.
gangstalking showinf references on Google news and facebook posts and youtube videos, like the had connections in th while city to torture me and abusing me.
The third after not sleeping for days trying to
de-code hidden messagues from people i concluded my dad was some magical or ailen with Powers that became paranoid when he wanted and poisoned in lowndoses His family because of being a degenarte, also thought he was some pornstar AND porn director of gay porn that was famous and millionarie but was hiding It from me, and i thought everyone hid that information from me.
So i tried to electrocute myself to.die and free the world and i was thanking the people that guided through references for showing me how to stop this world but It didnt work ingot hosoitalized and realized i was delusional.
The first episode i thought my parents were in love with me and fighted each other because of me and i thought my dad wanted to.kill me and i always put the closet towards my rooms door fearing they would entre when im asleep and whisper while inwas dreaming to brainwash me.
The second was when i started antypsichotics i was thinking my parents were giving me information like references when they talked so i concluded that we were being raped by my neighbout who i thought he was a gang member i i thought they were giving me pills to forget what the gang did to me and my family i thought they hired hackers to troll me about the.
gangstalking showinf references on Google news and facebook posts and youtube videos, like the had connections in th while city to torture me and abusing me.
The third after not sleeping for days trying to
de-code hidden messagues from people i concluded my dad was some magical or ailen with Powers that became paranoid when he wanted and poisoned in lowndoses His family because of being a degenarte, also thought he was some pornstar AND porn director of gay porn that was famous and millionarie but was hiding It from me, and i thought everyone hid that information from me.
So i tried to electrocute myself to.die and free the world and i was thanking the people that guided through references for showing me how to stop this world but It didnt work ingot hosoitalized and realized i was delusional.
