Does anybody else feel fucking disgusting when approached by someone else?

[5’4 Copium Maximus]

Was in my way to the park with my dogs when suddenly I see a girl smiling hard asf in the distance, at first I thought she was js a psychopath laughing by herself and kept walking. As we keep walking shortening the distance between us I notice she starts looking at me and makes a hand sign to pet the dogs, I nonchalantly make one back type shi saying yeah.

At some point of the conversation she said she has a puppy and that we should meet at the park with our dogs, but then I not so nonchalantly fumble that shit and reject her.

Why? Well I am not the ugliest mf out there, I get my game, but I can’t even go out of my house without constantly feeling like everyone is judging me, and I completely avoid interactions like this for the same reason

Am I a retard or is it normal

 

[Genio]

Was in my way to the park with my dogs when suddenly I see a girl smiling hard asf in the distance, at first I thought she was js a psychopath laughing by herself and kept walking. As we keep walking shortening the distance between us I notice she starts looking at me and makes a hand sign to pet the dogs, I nonchalantly make one back type shi saying yeah.

At some point of the conversation she said she has a puppy and that we should meet at the park with our dogs, but then I not so nonchalantly fumble that shit and reject her.

Why? Well I am not the ugliest mf out there, I get my game, but I can’t even go out of my house without constantly feeling like everyone is judging me, and I completely avoid interactions like this for the same reason

Am I a retard or is it normal

Betablocker's son, trust me.

propranalol saved me

 

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Nonchalanty

 

[5’4 Copium Maximus]

Betablocker's son, trust me.

propranalol saved me

Would it really have any effect on the overthinking at all, propranolol is an anxiety med, I feel like this is more about self self esteem and confidence

 

[morphh]

Was in my way to the park with my dogs when suddenly I see a girl smiling hard asf in the distance, at first I thought she was js a psychopath laughing by herself and kept walking. As we keep walking shortening the distance between us I notice she starts looking at me and makes a hand sign to pet the dogs, I nonchalantly make one back type shi saying yeah.

At some point of the conversation she said she has a puppy and that we should meet at the park with our dogs, but then I not so nonchalantly fumble that shit and reject her.

Why? Well I am not the ugliest mf out there, I get my game, but I can’t even go out of my house without constantly feeling like everyone is judging me, and I completely avoid interactions like this for the same reason

Am I a retard or is it normal

yea u are a retard, ur inhib is through the roof son

 

[Genio]

Would it really have any effect on the overthinking at all, propranolol is an anxiety med, I feel like this is more about self self esteem and confidence

Women around me would notice my hand's sweating like batshit crazy when I talked to them, I was anxious, I was hesitant, I was self-judgemental, ect.

I still have poor self esteem, but talking without anxiety has been long gone since propranalol, and fixed my Stutter, and "Inhib".