does anyone else always think people are going to call them ugly in the middle of a conversation?

[lonelycurry]

I always worry about the person i'm talking to if they think im ugly or not. I'm not even focused on the conversation, I just worry about what they think about my face. I make sure that they look at the right angle of my face. I make sure that when they are at my side, that i'm always on the right of them because of my nose asymmetry (I have a shitty hump that looks worse on the right side). I put all of my effort into this but with no results. Its a sick obsession, I don't even care about what the person is talking about, just what angle they are looking at my face while autisticly squinting to hide my semi bug eyes. I do this with my close friends and even with my family. I just wish i could be at peace and not have to worry about these things.

 

[Deleted member 18032]

yeah, I worry about this a lot while in a social setting

 

[Deleted member 18372]

Yes. I never talk when the topic is looks despite knowledgemogging my friends.

Edit: yes to the title I don't do that shit in the thread.

 

[Mastermind]

Happened sometimes during my birdcel years