kana
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Now I have a justifiable reasoning behind my views on them
> Dad tried but failed to destroy my PC, and succeeded at destroying my little brother's Xbox because he took to long to get ready for church.
> Dad destroyed 400$ gaming setup and 100$ worth of protein for taking a diet Pepsi from his room
> Both parents see me as a failure and "embarrassment," and they constantly tell me that I am nothing but a burden upon them because I only have a 3.6 GPA (the main reason behind their hatred towards me). They both hate the fact that I don't try much at all in school, because they want me to be the perfect employee, and I just want to get a degree as a backup plan; our views do not coincide at all.
Other reasons:
// They both despise the way I choose to tailor my appearance. I wear a lot of grungy clothing, and I have long, wavy hair. They want me to either have a buzzcut or a side part, especially my mom, they think my choice of appearance is in their own words "nigger-like" and that it's going to effect my road to become a doctor apparently, because I want to 8 years of fucking schooling to be 700,000+ in debt and a wagecuck in a chariot? Holy fuck they act as nobody else in this generation wears baggy and or experimental clothing.
// My social-status and overall level of neurotypicality, I am a diagnosed autist but through masking and social-training I am at this point, low-end neurotypical and able to conversate and fit in with normies just fine, regardless, I got falsely accused of rape by my ex at school and leaked by another ex as an act of revenge for treating both of them like shit, as a result I instantly became a social outcast and hated by at least 2,000 people in my city of around 300,000 and pretty much everyone at school; therefore, they see me as some sort of social-failure that can't conversate with anyone and apparently that I constantly have mental breakdowns, when I am merely returning the same energy my parents bestow upon me at them.
// My daily activities, I live in a small city, and there isn't much to do, my school doesn't offer sports, I simply go to school, work-out, go to work, and go home, and they understand this yet compare me constantly to my athletic obese fat 6'3 white neighbor who is a 105 IQ at best high school quarterback and wears country clothing, give me a fucking break dawg. They always want me to constantly be doing something as they are miserable with their nine to fives and as a result I must be miserable too, I could work till 1 AM and they want me to wake up at 8 AM the next day to spend hours cleaning our house (that's not even dirty they both have OCD and use cleaning as a way to take out their anger upon me by screaming at me and hitting me for making the absolute most minute mistakes in their methods of cleaning.)
// and lastly, because I question authority and don't mindlessly listen to anyone of higher status than me.
> My mom constantly nitpicks my appearance, she insults me for having acne, AS A FUCKING TEENAGER only being 5'11 (one of the tallest people to have ever lived in my family tree), having slightly yellow teeth, having bruxism in one side of my jaw, etc, even though I am notably better looking then everyone else in my family, everyone else in my family is a short overweight brachycephalic recessed retard. I lucked out with genetic recombination, ending up a 5'11 Hapa low-htn to high-mtn hyperdoliocephalic pale-skinned wide-shoulder strong-jaw blah blah blah overall decent looking dude, while they are all wrinkly and recessed except for my brothers. Mind you my mom is 5'4 mongolian and overweight and is obsessed with blending in with white people for some fucking reason.
At the moment, they won't help me buy a car, they aren't going to financially assist me in anything else in life besides the bare minimum until I turn 18 moving forward, they don't celebrate any of my birthdays, and they haven't even bought me clothes in 3+ years, I have zero reason not to go ghost on them once I graduate.
> Dad tried but failed to destroy my PC, and succeeded at destroying my little brother's Xbox because he took to long to get ready for church.
> Dad destroyed 400$ gaming setup and 100$ worth of protein for taking a diet Pepsi from his room
> Both parents see me as a failure and "embarrassment," and they constantly tell me that I am nothing but a burden upon them because I only have a 3.6 GPA (the main reason behind their hatred towards me). They both hate the fact that I don't try much at all in school, because they want me to be the perfect employee, and I just want to get a degree as a backup plan; our views do not coincide at all.
Other reasons:
// They both despise the way I choose to tailor my appearance. I wear a lot of grungy clothing, and I have long, wavy hair. They want me to either have a buzzcut or a side part, especially my mom, they think my choice of appearance is in their own words "nigger-like" and that it's going to effect my road to become a doctor apparently, because I want to 8 years of fucking schooling to be 700,000+ in debt and a wagecuck in a chariot? Holy fuck they act as nobody else in this generation wears baggy and or experimental clothing.
// My social-status and overall level of neurotypicality, I am a diagnosed autist but through masking and social-training I am at this point, low-end neurotypical and able to conversate and fit in with normies just fine, regardless, I got falsely accused of rape by my ex at school and leaked by another ex as an act of revenge for treating both of them like shit, as a result I instantly became a social outcast and hated by at least 2,000 people in my city of around 300,000 and pretty much everyone at school; therefore, they see me as some sort of social-failure that can't conversate with anyone and apparently that I constantly have mental breakdowns, when I am merely returning the same energy my parents bestow upon me at them.
// My daily activities, I live in a small city, and there isn't much to do, my school doesn't offer sports, I simply go to school, work-out, go to work, and go home, and they understand this yet compare me constantly to my athletic obese fat 6'3 white neighbor who is a 105 IQ at best high school quarterback and wears country clothing, give me a fucking break dawg. They always want me to constantly be doing something as they are miserable with their nine to fives and as a result I must be miserable too, I could work till 1 AM and they want me to wake up at 8 AM the next day to spend hours cleaning our house (that's not even dirty they both have OCD and use cleaning as a way to take out their anger upon me by screaming at me and hitting me for making the absolute most minute mistakes in their methods of cleaning.)
// and lastly, because I question authority and don't mindlessly listen to anyone of higher status than me.
> My mom constantly nitpicks my appearance, she insults me for having acne, AS A FUCKING TEENAGER only being 5'11 (one of the tallest people to have ever lived in my family tree), having slightly yellow teeth, having bruxism in one side of my jaw, etc, even though I am notably better looking then everyone else in my family, everyone else in my family is a short overweight brachycephalic recessed retard. I lucked out with genetic recombination, ending up a 5'11 Hapa low-htn to high-mtn hyperdoliocephalic pale-skinned wide-shoulder strong-jaw blah blah blah overall decent looking dude, while they are all wrinkly and recessed except for my brothers. Mind you my mom is 5'4 mongolian and overweight and is obsessed with blending in with white people for some fucking reason.
At the moment, they won't help me buy a car, they aren't going to financially assist me in anything else in life besides the bare minimum until I turn 18 moving forward, they don't celebrate any of my birthdays, and they haven't even bought me clothes in 3+ years, I have zero reason not to go ghost on them once I graduate.
