Does Anyone Else Feel Like You Are Not Real?

[InanimatePragmatist]

For as long as I could remember. Even when I was young, around 7 to 10. I used to be horrified by the concept of time, decay and nothingness. There was times I would just feel nothing, almost out of body a good amount of times. I would not feel my hands, body or anything else before I woke up from being spaced out. To make this clear, I had this as a child and still do to this very day. Every time I go outside, I feel hollow as if air is only in me. It is an odd feeling I cannot truly describe. Imagine if playing with an object that is in a plastic bag within another plastic bag whilst you wear plastic gloves whilst ontop another plastic bag trying to play with the object within the countlessly folded plastic bags. Now imagine that as a life. That is the best way I can describe how it feels.

I do not know how to put it in words. It is not fear, yet it is fear at the same time. Fear of nothingness. I might be rambling about nothing but I just cannot shake this feeling off of just nothing. I hate it.

 

[.exotic4u]

you got derealization disorder

 

[xkgr]

I kinda get it. Tbh time has went by very fucking fast these few months. I do fear death myself. and every second lost hurts a bit. if you get me.

 

[jockidc120610]

For as long as I could remember. Even when I was young, around 7 to 10. I used to be horrified by the concept of time, decay and nothingness. There was times I would just feel nothing, almost out of body a good amount of times. I would not feel my hands, body or anything else before I woke up from being spaced out.

I do not know how to put it in words. It is not fear, yet it is fear at the same time. Fear of nothingness. I might be rambling about nothing but I just cannot shake this feeling off of just nothing. I hate it.

yeah go to doctor bro

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

yeah go to doctor bro

I did. I am perfectly healthy.

you got derealization disorder

This explains a lot. I thought I was just nihilistic.

 

[jockidc120610]

I did. I am perfectly healthy.

This explains a lot. I thought I was just nihilistic.

then therapist or smth that sounds like smth u should check out

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

then therapist or smth that sounds like smth u should check out

Please. I am more than aware and mentally clear. I do not need a humanimal machine to lecture me on about things I cannot attain.

 

[laworg]

For as long as I could remember. Even when I was young, around 7 to 10. I used to be horrified by the concept of time, decay and nothingness. There was times I would just feel nothing, almost out of body a good amount of times. I would not feel my hands, body or anything else before I woke up from being spaced out.

I do not know how to put it in words. It is not fear, yet it is fear at the same time. Fear of nothingness. I might be rambling about nothing but I just cannot shake this feeling off of just nothing. I hate it.

Nah could never be me

 

[underatedgreycel]

This happens to me sometimes when I’m like doing nothing and just think fuck man what is the point of all this shit

 

[.exotic4u]

This explains a lot. I thought I was just nihilistic.

No it's called depersonalization disorder so that's pretty much it you gave the info already on how you may have got it so that is why I came to this conclusion.

 

[underatedgreycel]

This happens to me sometimes when I’m like doing nothing and just think fuck man what is the point of all this shit

It also happens especially when I think of like the over all main goals of life and think about the value they truly have

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

It also happens especially when I think of like the over all main goals of life and think about the value they truly have

I do not see value in anything. i do it out of order and a level of care but never for emotional reason.

 

[flatcheck213]

you got derealization disorder

 

[Mainlander]

Yes, sometimes it feels like you’re not truly real

But not because Im thinking of the nothingness but

The fact that you dont have a free will

you are controlled entirely by forces beyond your awareness

Your thoughts, your choices, even your sense of self are not yours, but the product of countless external influences shaping you without pause.

You don’t decide who you are you only react, processing the endless stream of information imposed on you

Your will is an illusion, and your existence nothing more than a consequence of what came before

 

[Afrab]

You're just a fag let me give you a knuckle sandwich and see if the pain you feel is real

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

Yes, sometimes it feels like you’re not truly real

But not because Im thinking of the nothingness but

The fact that you dont have a free will

you are controlled entirely by forces beyond your awareness

Your thoughts, your choices, even your sense of self are not yours, but the product of countless external influences shaping you without pause.

You don’t decide who you are you only react, processing the endless stream of information imposed on you

Your will is an illusion, and your existence nothing more than a consequence of what came before

I think that is true to us all in the end. Still, cogito ergo sum.

 

[Lies oF nature]

For as long as I could remember. Even when I was young, around 7 to 10. I used to be horrified by the concept of time, decay and nothingness. There was times I would just feel nothing, almost out of body a good amount of times. I would not feel my hands, body or anything else before I woke up from being spaced out. To make this clear, I had this as a child and still do to this very day. Every time I go outside, I feel hollow as if air is only in me. It is an odd feeling I cannot truly describe. Imagine if playing with an object that is in a plastic bag within another plastic bag whilst you wear plastic gloves whilst ontop another plastic bag trying to play with the object within the countlessly folded plastic bags. Now imagine that as a life. That is the best way I can describe how it feels.

I do not know how to put it in words. It is not fear, yet it is fear at the same time. Fear of nothingness. I might be rambling about nothing but I just cannot shake this feeling off of just nothing. I hate it.

happens when you think of yourself not as yourself but as an observer then you realize what you are and that scares you

 

[copercel123]

Yes, sometimes it feels like you’re not truly real

But not because Im thinking of the nothingness but

The fact that you dont have a free will

you are controlled entirely by forces beyond your awareness

Your thoughts, your choices, even your sense of self are not yours, but the product of countless external influences shaping you without pause.

You don’t decide who you are you only react, processing the endless stream of information imposed on you

Your will is an illusion, and your existence nothing more than a consequence of what came before

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

You're just a fag let me give you a knuckle sandwich and see if the pain you feel is real

I would like you to do so. I am rather tall and larger.

 

[exodia_fated]

For as long as I could remember. Even when I was young, around 7 to 10. I used to be horrified by the concept of time, decay and nothingness. There was times I would just feel nothing, almost out of body a good amount of times. I would not feel my hands, body or anything else before I woke up from being spaced out. To make this clear, I had this as a child and still do to this very day. Every time I go outside, I feel hollow as if air is only in me. It is an odd feeling I cannot truly describe. Imagine if playing with an object that is in a plastic bag within another plastic bag whilst you wear plastic gloves whilst ontop another plastic bag trying to play with the object within the countlessly folded plastic bags. Now imagine that as a life. That is the best way I can describe how it feels.

I do not know how to put it in words. It is not fear, yet it is fear at the same time. Fear of nothingness. I might be rambling about nothing but I just cannot shake this feeling off of just nothing. I hate it.

didnt you wanna rope like 2 months ago?

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

didnt you wanna rope like 2 months ago?

I never once made a thread or post about wanting to kill myself ever.

 

[Abdullahm06]

nah im definitely real

 

[exodia_fated]

I never once made a thread or post about wanting to kill myself ever.

nah ur delusional i def saw you talking about roping or atleast being mega nihilistic, thought i found someone with the same mindset nvm

 

[Mainlander]

I think that is true to us all in the end. Still, cogito ergo sum.

cogito ergo sum - Rene Descartes

Even if you think, that doesn't prove you real in the way you imagine.

Your thoughts are just reactions shaped and determined by everything around you, not born from a free will inside you.

Thinking is not proof of freedom, but evidence that you are driven by causes beyond your control

Thinking proves that you exist but there is no "real" You

 

[Afrab]

I would like you to do so. I am rather tall and larger.

Yeah everyone on .org is 6'3 and 250 pounds of muscle

 

[thejcpenny]

do salvia and dmt and then you ll def feel like you're not real

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

Yeah everyone on .org is 6'3 and 250 pounds of muscle

I meant you would not do much to a kitten. A frying pan can put your worthless life down.

 

[Afrab]

I meant you would not do much to a kitten. A frying pan can put your worthless life down.

Me, worthless? I have more reputation than posts, meaning my comments are valued.