
InanimatePragmatist
There is nothing for your genetics.
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For as long as I could remember. Even when I was young, around 7 to 10. I used to be horrified by the concept of time, decay and nothingness. There was times I would just feel nothing, almost out of body a good amount of times. I would not feel my hands, body or anything else before I woke up from being spaced out. To make this clear, I had this as a child and still do to this very day. Every time I go outside, I feel hollow as if air is only in me. It is an odd feeling I cannot truly describe. Imagine if playing with an object that is in a plastic bag within another plastic bag whilst you wear plastic gloves whilst ontop another plastic bag trying to play with the object within the countlessly folded plastic bags. Now imagine that as a life. That is the best way I can describe how it feels.
I do not know how to put it in words. It is not fear, yet it is fear at the same time. Fear of nothingness. I might be rambling about nothing but I just cannot shake this feeling off of just nothing. I hate it.
I do not know how to put it in words. It is not fear, yet it is fear at the same time. Fear of nothingness. I might be rambling about nothing but I just cannot shake this feeling off of just nothing. I hate it.
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