does anyone else feels mad when remembering about how people used to treat them?

[iblameredjohn]

I used to be bullied and constantly rejected by girls, but now people have started to treat me differently and be kinder. I've also gotten messages by girls saying word by word: "I used to think you guys were weird but turns out yall are pretty normal" (no shit sherlock, im also a human being with hobbies different from yours ). Also, just by scrolling on tiktok and seeing horrible opinions often made by women, I feel pretty sad, just thinking how pathetic the human race has become. In addition, the other day I ended up doing 3 training sessions in one day because of some private coachings for the sport that I practice and a gym session (I ended up wrecked) . The same kind of people who would treat me like shit and make fun of me for being fat insulted me just for bringing the topic up telling me that I was bigorexic (basically that I had body dysmorphia). All in all, it just makes me mad and sad at the same time reflecting about how hypocritical people have become, and more, how quickly people switch up when you start looking decent, even though they were not able to look at you directly for years.

 

[mltnisme124]

I used to be bullied and constantly rejected by girls, but now people have started to treat me differently and be kinder. I've also gotten messages by girls saying word by word: "I used to think you guys were weird but turns out yall are pretty normal" (no shit sherlock, im also a human being with hobbies different from yours ). Also, just by scrolling on tiktok and seeing horrible opinions often made by women, I feel pretty sad, just thinking how pathetic the human race has become. In addition, the other day I ended up doing 3 training sessions in one day because of some private coachings for the sport that I practice and a gym session (I ended up wrecked) . The same kind of people who would treat me like shit and make fun of me for being fat insulted me just for bringing the topic up telling me that I was bigorexic (basically that I had body dysmorphia). All in all, it just makes me mad and sad at the same time reflecting about how hypocritical people have become, and more, how quickly people switch up when you start looking decent, even though they were not able to look at you directly for years.

yeah, an 8th grader used to push me into desks. it was awful

 

[hollowed]

No I do not but if they began treating me different, I am not sure how I would feel. I probably wouldn’t care too much.

 

[subhumanandrew]

I used to be bullied and constantly rejected by girls, but now people have started to treat me differently and be kinder. I've also gotten messages by girls saying word by word: "I used to think you guys were weird but turns out yall are pretty normal" (no shit sherlock, im also a human being with hobbies different from yours ). Also, just by scrolling on tiktok and seeing horrible opinions often made by women, I feel pretty sad, just thinking how pathetic the human race has become. In addition, the other day I ended up doing 3 training sessions in one day because of some private coachings for the sport that I practice and a gym session (I ended up wrecked) . The same kind of people who would treat me like shit and make fun of me for being fat insulted me just for bringing the topic up telling me that I was bigorexic (basically that I had body dysmorphia). All in all, it just makes me mad and sad at the same time reflecting about how hypocritical people have become, and more, how quickly people switch up when you start looking decent, even though they were not able to look at you directly for years.

I stopped go school at 16 but always been bullied

 

[realestpatriot]

I used to be bullied and constantly rejected by girls, but now people have started to treat me differently and be kinder. I've also gotten messages by girls saying word by word: "I used to think you guys were weird but turns out yall are pretty normal" (no shit sherlock, im also a human being with hobbies different from yours ). Also, just by scrolling on tiktok and seeing horrible opinions often made by women, I feel pretty sad, just thinking how pathetic the human race has become. In addition, the other day I ended up doing 3 training sessions in one day because of some private coachings for the sport that I practice and a gym session (I ended up wrecked) . The same kind of people who would treat me like shit and make fun of me for being fat insulted me just for bringing the topic up telling me that I was bigorexic (basically that I had body dysmorphia). All in all, it just makes me mad and sad at the same time reflecting about how hypocritical people have become, and more, how quickly people switch up when you start looking decent, even though they were not able to look at you directly for years.

I wish I stood up for myself, people at my old school would beat me up all the time. Once one of the guys stomped on my head but faced no consequences. Tje whole class including the teacher just stood in a circle, watching them beat me.

 

[theonlytallirish]

I used to be bullied and constantly rejected by girls, but now people have started to treat me differently and be kinder. I've also gotten messages by girls saying word by word: "I used to think you guys were weird but turns out yall are pretty normal" (no shit sherlock, im also a human being with hobbies different from yours ). Also, just by scrolling on tiktok and seeing horrible opinions often made by women, I feel pretty sad, just thinking how pathetic the human race has become. In addition, the other day I ended up doing 3 training sessions in one day because of some private coachings for the sport that I practice and a gym session (I ended up wrecked) . The same kind of people who would treat me like shit and make fun of me for being fat insulted me just for bringing the topic up telling me that I was bigorexic (basically that I had body dysmorphia). All in all, it just makes me mad and sad at the same time reflecting about how hypocritical people have become, and more, how quickly people switch up when you start looking decent, even though they were not able to look at you directly for years.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WATCHED ALL OF THE MENTALIST ON DVD WHEN I WAS LIKE 8 HIGHEST T SHOW OAT

 

[Workdayrhyme811]

yeah, an 8th grader used to push me into desks. it was awful

Been there done that a dude used to purposely spill water on me and laugh, it’s not like I could do anything, I would get in major trouble if I even tried just because of how I looked

 

[iblameredjohn]

yeah, an 8th grader used to push me into desks. it was awful

Thankfully for me nobody ever assaulted me physically because I was always bigger than them and in my country they don't really do that but the humiliation was there, especially because I used to cry a lot when I was in pre-highschool. Now I'm almost graduated and it just feels weird being able to talk to all of these people that have ignored me since I was 5

 

[iblameredjohn]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WATCHED ALL OF THE MENTALIST ON DVD WHEN I WAS LIKE 8 HIGHEST T SHOW OAT

goated

 

[iblameredjohn]

Been there done that a dude used to purposely spill water on me and laugh, it’s not like I could do anything, I would get in major trouble if I even tried just because of how I looked

its always the kid that defends himself that gets in trouble, bro i've been there

 

[Workdayrhyme811]

its always the kid that defends himself that gets in trouble, bro i've been there

Exactly man, I genuinely cried in my bed and punched my face until it was red because those dudes weren’t the only ones it was practically everyone

 

[iblameredjohn]

I wish I stood up for myself, people at my old school would beat me up all the time. Once one of the guys stomped on my head but faced no consequences. Tje whole class including the teacher just stood in a circle, watching them beat me.

bro that just makes me mad tbh its so injust how people get away with shit like that because if they knew you were able to put up a fight they wouldn't even try

 

[iblameredjohn]

Exactly man, I genuinely cried in my bed and punched my face until it was red because those dudes weren’t the only ones it was practically everyone

its so unfair tbh, then if you tried to do something you would even feeling guilty about it even though they deserved it. and you always tried to fit in and shit but you stand out if yk what i mean

 

[Workdayrhyme811]

its so unfair tbh, then if you tried to do something you would even feeling guilty about it even though they deserved it. and you always tried to fit in and shit but you stand out if yk what i mean

Lit no matter what you do you stood out fr bro, that’s why I don’t even try anymore and js act completely nd because I prob just don’t even wanna try to sound normal even though average looking

 

[Troo_]

yes

 

[giodd]

idk about that but i feel outrageously mad about myself for wasting 2 years skipping gym when i could have been fucking 200lbs benching my weight instead im the same twink i was 2 years ago 150lbs cant even bench 100lbs straight

 

[iblameredjohn]

Lit no matter what you do you stood out fr bro, that’s why I don’t even try anymore and js act completely nd because I prob just don’t even wanna try to sound normal even though average looking

I agree, in my case I just end up most of the times not being able to find something to start a conversation and it just feels sooo akward. In my class theres this kid with autism too, which I feel pity for, because he is goated, he likes ufc and gym and shit like that but he's just so nd that he's not able to act normally and fit in, I mean I like him and shit but I'm not gonna commit social suicide either yk

 

[NEWBOYO]

I feel you, I had "freinds" that treated me like shit when I was ugly, now that I'm better looking its like they want nothing to do with me. They were all kinda ugly and now its like they dont want to even be around me. Its fine they were all really fucking annoying but I didn't really have a choice to hang out with anyone else.

 

[iblameredjohn]

idk about that but i feel outrageously mad about myself for wasting 2 years skipping gym when i could have been fucking 200lbs benching my weight instead im the same twink i was 2 years ago 150lbs cant even bench 100lbs straight

kinda relate too, i quit the gym for 1 year bc of injuries from judo and because i genuinely wasn't able to keep up with training like 8 times a week, thankfully am back and better than before

 

[Workdayrhyme811]

I agree, in my case I just end up most of the times not being able to find something to start a conversation and it just feels sooo akward. In my class theres this kid with autism too, which I feel pity for, because he is goated, he likes ufc and gym and shit like that but he's just so nd that he's not able to act normally and fit in, I mean I like him and shit but I'm not gonna commit social suicide either yk

Yeah, honestly, I kinda already commuted social suicide cuz all my friends are nd as shit a bunch of normies think im friends with them but i dont like them, most of them atleast, but i can see why you wouldn’t wanna do that

 

[giodd]

kinda relate too, i quit the gym for 1 year bc of injuries from judo and because i genuinely wasn't able to keep up with training like 8 times a week, thankfully am back and better than before

at least you had a reason you quit, i started gym in 8th grade, i could have been 6’2 jacked by 10th grade, im entering 10th grade right now and i am same physically. very weak

 

[6’7whitechad]

I used to be bullied and constantly rejected by girls, but now people have started to treat me differently and be kinder. I've also gotten messages by girls saying word by word: "I used to think you guys were weird but turns out yall are pretty normal" (no shit sherlock, im also a human being with hobbies different from yours ). Also, just by scrolling on tiktok and seeing horrible opinions often made by women, I feel pretty sad, just thinking how pathetic the human race has become. In addition, the other day I ended up doing 3 training sessions in one day because of some private coachings for the sport that I practice and a gym session (I ended up wrecked) . The same kind of people who would treat me like shit and make fun of me for being fat insulted me just for bringing the topic up telling me that I was bigorexic (basically that I had body dysmorphia). All in all, it just makes me mad and sad at the same time reflecting about how hypocritical people have become, and more, how quickly people switch up when you start looking decent, even though they were not able to look at you directly for years.

Yea

 

[Workdayrhyme811]

I feel you, I had "freinds" that treated me like shit when I was ugly, now that I'm better looking it’s like they want nothing to do with me. They were all kinda ugly and now it’s like they dont want to even be around me. It’s fine they were all really fucking annoying but I didn't really have a choice to hang out with anyone else.

that’s interesting cuz when I started looking better all of my sub 5 friends wanted to be with me more, ig every group is different

 

[iblameredjohn]

I feel you, I had "freinds" that treated me like shit when I was ugly, now that I'm better looking its like they want nothing to do with me. They were all kinda ugly and now its like they dont want to even be around me. Its fine they were all really fucking annoying but I didn't really have a choice to hang out with anyone else.

my friends are nice but im just in the point of just wanting to do more outdoor stuff and them just wanting to geek online and play games and i feel like i've grown out of that but i don't want to leave my friends either. not that i can tho jfl, i end up going out alone and walking around my city by myself most of the times

 

[Workdayrhyme811]

at least you had a reason you quit, i started gym in 8th grade, i could have been 6’2 jacked by 10th grade, im entering 10th grade right now and i am same physically. very weak

Being natty and gym is js hell tbh

 

[giodd]

Being natty and gym is js hell tbh

still 2 years is crazy good to see lots of transformation, 2 years from now i will be graduating fuck fuck fuck fuck. plsu i could have been taller, healthier, stronger. tuck me

 

[NEWBOYO]

that’s interesting cuz when I started looking better all of my sub 5 friends wanted to be with me more, ig every group is different

Jealous I guess

 

[iblameredjohn]

at least you had a reason you quit, i started gym in 8th grade, i could have been 6’2 jacked by 10th grade, im entering 10th grade right now and i am same physically. very weak

bro the best time to start was 10 years ago but then second best time is now, don't worry too much about it, you have time before you go to college (if you want to) and start slaying beckys, in 1 year i made crazy progress

 

[iblameredjohn]

Jealous I guess

agree

 

[Workdayrhyme811]

still 2 years is crazy good to see lots of transformation, 2 years from now i will be graduating fuck fuck fuck fuck. plsu i could have been taller, healthier, stronger. tuck me

finding it once it’s too late is the worst thing I swear it’s the most unfair

 

[giodd]

bro the best time to start was 10 years ago but then second best time is now, don't worry too much about it, you have time before you go to college (if you want to) and start slaying beckys, in 1 year i made crazy progress

yeah you are right i just regret it so much

 

[giodd]

finding it once it’s too late is the worst thing I swear it’s the most unfair

i swear bro when i first started i was saying i will never quit and by 10th grade shit would change but meh

 

[iblameredjohn]

yeah you are right i just regret it so much

i did too and i still do now, i could have been benching crazy weights because i have crazy good genetics while people my age i know are benching like 125kg or just being significantly bigger

 

[iblameredjohn]

i swear bro when i first started i was saying i will never quit and by 10th grade shit would change but meh

me too lmaooo

 

[giodd]

me too lmaooo

every night i keep thinking about it like if i didnt quit i would be fucking jacked its making me go insane

 

[iblameredjohn]

every night i keep thinking about it like if i didnt quit i would be fucking jacked its making me go insane

in my case thats the girl i really fumbled (its been 7 months) but just get in the work and you will start to feel better

 

[giodd]

in my case thats the girl i really fumbled (its been 7 months) but just get in the work and you will start to feel better

never been close with a girl ever how old are you

 

[iblameredjohn]

never been close with a girl ever how old are you

turned 17 like 2 months ago but i started getting approched by girls when i was like 15 (i genuinely dont know how since i had long hair and looked like a bum) but from then on i got more confident and have tried to approach more (unsuccessful since i live in a small place where everyone knows eachother