Does anyone else have a lot of pent up anger in them

[Deleted member 28183]

This is all the fault of my peers, I was an abused dog for years and still am. I'm like the group joke in my "friend" group.Everyday it's like I'm waiting for the moment someone accidentally decides to punch or slap me so that I can brutalize them.Every night I imagine a robber entering my house so that i can legally K*ll them.That and this forum is the only thing that is keeping me going rn, I've failed in every aspect of life, my psl is too low and school is over which was my only chance of getting a girl.

 

[Deleted member 27974]

no i feel like it all just fizzles out after a while

 

[Deleted member 28183]

no i feel like it all just fizzles out after a while

I still have so much anger for so many people, some of them ruined my life by making me into what I am noww

 

[Deleted member 27974]

I still have so much anger for so many people, some of them ruined my life by making me into what I am noww

its hard for me to hold grudges, what did they do

 

[Deleted member 28183]

its hard for me to hold grudges, what did they do

They made me get social anxiety and low self esteem. I used to have people and my “friends”laugh at my appearance everyday so that even my teacher felt pity on me