rambocel
I keep it 💯 like I'm running a fever
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I’ve tried eating better, drinking more water, exercising, which were all to no avail. I really don’t know how to best describe it either, but it’s like a constant feeling of there being this barrier barring me from thinking/articulating thoughts coherently, if that makes sense. As for the physical aspect of it, my head transitions from feeling heavy to light, and I feel lethargic and as if I’m on the verge of collapsing (literally) every single fucking day. It’s legit making me want to end it all.
I’ve also seen a neurologist, and a pretentious one at that, who decided I was fine, on the basis of having been told I was able to do simple tasks at my job and such. He didn’t do any real cognitive test to corroborate his belief though, but he did do reflex, coordination, abs gait/balance tests, and scoped my eyes to check for swelling. I don’t really know what to do or who to go to because my symptoms aren’t (yet) manifesting externally, and because of that, nobody fucking believes me.
This isn’t larp either, surprisingly enough. Just want to get your guys’ perspective and thoughts as to what I could be dealing with, if you’ve dealt with it, or who/what I should turn to.
I’ve also seen a neurologist, and a pretentious one at that, who decided I was fine, on the basis of having been told I was able to do simple tasks at my job and such. He didn’t do any real cognitive test to corroborate his belief though, but he did do reflex, coordination, abs gait/balance tests, and scoped my eyes to check for swelling. I don’t really know what to do or who to go to because my symptoms aren’t (yet) manifesting externally, and because of that, nobody fucking believes me.
This isn’t larp either, surprisingly enough. Just want to get your guys’ perspective and thoughts as to what I could be dealing with, if you’ve dealt with it, or who/what I should turn to.
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