Does anyone else rethink their whole life before pinning?

[divinitymax]

I'm averaging like 5 needles a day at this point. Everytime I draw 4 ius from a vial, I can't help but think about where everything went wrong. You really gotta think outside of this BP echo chamber and wonder how many other highschoolers such as myself are injecting themselves with chinese-made research chemicals out of insecurity. My life revolves around this shit, and its become inescapable; I can't go more than 30 minutes without some fag bp thought infiltrating my mind.

The amount of stress and risk I put myself under for the off chance of a little bit of bones mass is fucking ridiculous, and I wish it didn't have to be this way, but I don't make the rules. Makes you really wonder how different life would have been had you been born with slightly different genetics. Is this just me?

 

[134applesauce456]

what stack do you have to be pinning 5x a day

 

[134applesauce456]

you are lucky though I don't get why you are complaining

i wish i could do ts but i have strict parents, so no ascension till im like 18+ with a dorm jn college

 

[divinitymax]

8-12iu/day generic gh (4iu each)
250mcg bpc 2x/day and 500mcg tb500 eod (for a pec injury)
cjc ipa blend 200mcg 1-2x/day
proviron 25mg
pharma letrzole 2.5mg/day
enclo 6.25mg/day

Too scared to hop on a real anabolic until I move out as well

 

[134applesauce456]

8-12iu/day generic gh (4iu each)
250mcg bpc 2x/day and 500mcg tb500 eod (for a pec injury)
cjc ipa blend 200mcg 1-2x/day
proviron 25mg
letrzole 2.5mg/day
enclo 6.25mg/day

Too scared to hop on a real anabolic until I move out as well

nice , you probably don't even need all that shit, but you are blessed to be having the opportunity to consistently pin all this shit, especially at a young age

see this as a positive not a negative