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I always kind of fantasized about this and tried to feel the pain of what it would feel like deep within my core. I imagine stuff like getting a chainsaw drilled through my stomach while I'm still alive and witnessing it all, jumping to my death from a really high building and landing on my arm and surviving so I feel all the horrifying pain, getting my head smashed with a pickaxe by jihadis, getting skinned alive, etc. I especially started thinking about this after I started watching gore. Anyone can relate?