does anyone feel paralysis from their parents fighting throughout their childhood.

[ForSKJ]

my parents fought a lot verbally growing up and i always felt paralyzed when it happened i would just go lock myself in my room and try to think of something else. i never grew out of it and a part of me feels safe and content locking myself in my room and not leaving but a part of me also wants to explore the world and live life and ascend. sorry if this seems like endless strings of rambling but i just wanted to get this off my chest and see if there is anyone who can relate to this and how the overcame this

 

[ForSKJ]

bump

 

[UltimateCoper.]

Kill your parents

 

[Deleted member 157969]

Kill your parents

Agreed

 

[Lefty Rankin]

my parents fought a lot verbally growing up and i always felt paralyzed when it happened i would just go lock myself in my room and try to think of something else. i never grew out of it and a part of me feels safe and content locking myself in my room and not leaving but a part of me also wants to explore the world and live life and ascend. sorry if this seems like endless strings of rambling but i just wanted to get this off my chest and see if there is anyone who can relate to this and how the overcame this

Has it made you timid?

 

[ForSKJ]

Has it made you timid?

yea obviously

 

[Lefty Rankin]

yea obviously

Do you think that's the case for every kid tlwho grew up in your situation? Do you think it could have caused you to go in another extreme direction had you been someone else?

 

[Deleted member 137296]

not particularly, no

 

[ForSKJ]

Do you think that's the case for every kid tlwho grew up in your situation? Do you think it could have caused you to go in another extreme direction had you been someone else?

nah if i grew up as atleast a mtn with a healthy bodyfat percentage i probably would've been okay but i filled my sadness with food so i got bullied for being fat and it made me an even weirder kid who sat in his room all day.

 

[abcd]

nah if i grew up as atleast a mtn with a healthy bodyfat percentage i probably would've been okay but i filled my sadness with food so i got bullied for being fat and it made me an even weirder kid who sat in his room all day.

My parents are also kinda stupid and shouted a lot for most of my life and my mother's mentally ill.

I've always been decent looking and never got bullied for my looks but having a fucked up family life still fucks you up regardless.

It makes perfect sense that you're gonna have anxiety, be fearful and timid in uncomfortable situations if for your whole life the place where you should feel safe, your home, feels like a fucking warzone.

I think I need to change my environment at least for a while

 

[KT-34]

I just started not giving a fuck about the yelling, you get used to it but both my parents love each other they just don't know how to express themselves

 

[Deleted member 74528]

nah if i grew up as atleast a mtn with a healthy bodyfat percentage i probably would've been okay but i filled my sadness with food so i got bullied for being fat and it made me an even weirder kid who sat in his room all day.

basically being fat made u timid like that?

 

[Deleted member 74528]

getting bullied as a kid is the thing that could change a person alot kids are cruel

 

[ForSKJ]

sa

My parents are also kinda stupid and shouted a lot for most of my life and my mother's mentally ill.

I've always been decent looking and never got bullied for my looks but having a fucked up family life still fucks you up regardless.

It makes perfect sense that you're gonna have anxiety, be fearful and timid in uncomfortable situations if for your whole life the place where you should feel safe, your home, feels like a fucking warzone.

I think I need to change my environment at least for a while

same. i wanna move out but i also don't want to because my parents worked very hard and immigrated here to give me the life i have now so i wanna help them out at home but i also wanna move out and grow as a person. first world problems ig

 

[ForSKJ]

basically being fat made u timid like that?

yea i know it sounds dumb but i would get bullied at school and then act out for all the emotional problems i was bottling up at home. made me into a very weird/alienated kid but i finally slowed down and understood my emotions when i started smoking weed. (not even real weed some fucking fake lab synthesized thc distillate like delta 8 and hhc)

 

[abcd]

sa

same. i wanna move out but i also don't want to because my parents worked very hard and immigrated here to give me the life i have now so i wanna help them out at home but i also wanna move out and grow as a person. first world problems ig

It's your life prioritize yourself

 

[Deleted member 74528]

yea i know it sounds dumb but i would get bullied at school and then act out for all the emotional problems i was bottling up at home. made me into a very weird/alienated kid but i finally slowed down and understood my emotions when i started smoking weed. (not even real weed some fucking fake lab synthesized thc distillate like delta 8 and hhc)

it isnt that dumb how long were u bullied if u freeze after seeing your parents fight that could be a lil dumb but yea bullying changes a person

 

[yoyoyo123123]

my parents fought a lot verbally growing up and i always felt paralyzed when it happened i would just go lock myself in my room and try to think of something else. i never grew out of it and a part of me feels safe and content locking myself in my room and not leaving but a part of me also wants to explore the world and live life and ascend. sorry if this seems like endless strings of rambling but i just wanted to get this off my chest and see if there is anyone who can relate to this and how the overcame this

I wish my parents only fought verbally, it's not easy when they get physical and its always seems like my dad is hitting my mom but she starts the fights too, and she says the craziest shit to my dad that actually makes him rage, they also threaten each other like crazy, my dad said "you'll pay for your words and what u said today" literally today, and my mother said today I can't wait till i get someone to handicap u around the corner, or some shit like that

 

[ForSKJ]

I wish my parents only fought verbally, it's not easy when they get physical and its always seems like my dad is hitting my mom but she starts the fights too, and she says the craziest shit to my dad that actually makes him rage, they also threaten each other like crazy, my dad said "you'll pay for your words and what u said today" literally today, and my mother said today I can't wait till i get someone to handicap u around the corner, or some shit like that

goddamn bro that sounds tough to live in. i hope you make it through and find peace