Does it ever get better?

[Genesis1]

This whole forum is just another means to an end.

No matter how good i look or what i accomplish i still feel this gut wrenching melancholic dread that there is no solution, i don't even get the ego boost of comparing myself to others now even if i might mog them they are still 100x more happy and content with life than i am.

I used to think if i mogged and fucked whores id feel better about myself but that gets old fast

or if i found a great woman id be happy but you genuinely cant date anymore without being a cuck

Not sure if this was just a rant or if im asking if it ever gets better or if there's a way to fix it and if all this work is even worth it.

Sorry for the homo doomer rant would genuinely like some real advice not some gay disney channel feelings bs.

 

[sentfromgandy]

This whole forum is just another means to an end.

No matter how good i look or what i accomplish i still feel this gut wrenching melancholic dread that there is no solution, i don't even get the ego boost of comparing myself to others now even if i might mog them they are still 100x more happy and content with life than i am.

I used to think if i mogged and fucked whores id feel better about myself but that gets old fast

or if i found a great woman id be happy but you genuinely cant date anymore without being a cuck

Not sure if this was just a rant or if im asking if it ever gets better or if there's a way to fix it and if all this work is even worth it.

Sorry for the homo doomer rant would genuinely like some real advice not some gay disney channel feelings bs.

The real advice is this nothing ever gets better unless I've been under the influence of some sort of drug and then just trying to obsess over looking better, but when sobriety hits it simply goes from an obsession to obsessed but really angry, because i know ill never be what i want, this stems from wanting something or addressing a new problem once you've achieved a certain result, its just never enough, simply a never ending circle. The problem is the obsession, when your super obsessed with something you should generally actually have a full scope on it and understand what attainable and whats not attainable, and when you have the scope on this its impossible to be happy. These normies dont understand, they think they could be chad if they just "tried," they see a HTN to be somebody that subjectively appeals to them, thats how they can be happy, because their stupid as fuck. That ties into what I started with, with drug use it makes everything better. In the end it might get better(its cope, it wont)and maybe we'll slowly start giving less of a fuck or it starts simply consuming us, time will tell.