does it get better?

[lowtierwelling]

Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit

 

[DrRodger]

Nah

 

[lowtierwelling]

Nah

What’s the point of staying them?

 

[Blasian-K]

Been depressed for 4 years, suicidal thoughts louder than ever.

I always thought of myself as a lazy piece of shit, turns out im just severely depressed and i can’t find motivation or joy in anything.

Does it ever get better? I feel like im just waiting till i live by myself to end it all without traumatizing my family.

Life is shit

It's person dependent, but sadly for the majority, it might never truly get better. You might just be able to tolerate your situation more. Or for some it becomes too much, ask @160cmcurry, man…

But you always hear stories of people who made it, so it's not impossible. However, there are a lot more people who don't, and those stories don't reach the light.

What’s the point of staying them?

For the sake of it I guess, man.

 

[DrRodger]

What’s the point of staying them?

There is no point, life has no backing anyway cause we're alone in this universe, its meaningless unless you're genetically predisposed to win

 

[Brava]

Just gotta keep living and improving , socializing , trying your best

 

[lowtierwelling]

Just gotta keep living and improving , socializing , trying your best

I swear im trying, but im losing, whatever this is, is beating me up.

I stopped believing in god, I hate socializing, i hate waking up knowing there’s a whole day ahead, i hate living, that’s it.

I hate having to go through all of this, I don’t care about the stuff im supposed to care about, i wish I either die in an accident or have the balls to end it myself