Does Lighting Affect Canthal tilt?

[MD_Hopeful69]

Title says it all.

When I look at myself relatively close in the mirror and see myself and step back around 4-5 feet. My eyes look completely neutral. However when I step back around 10-20 feet and when lighting is not consistent, it looks like I have slight NCT. i also have a lower eyelid retraction that i Pull up with a permasquint. How do I alleviate my slight NCT? For some reason, i have been told by people I have beautiful eyes that are big and expressive but I thought this supposed NCT would make them think my eyes are shit. I should state that these people who comment on my eyes are within a 5 foot proximity of me.
I would say I am an above average normie and I have gf, but I am going thru depression right now from other shit and this NCT makes me feel the worst. Everytime I see it from far away, i get just instantly sad. I have other features that are not that good such as slightly big nose, slightly recessed chin, and kinda narrow jaw but the NCT just makes me feel sad. I really want to try and get it fixed by taban in december this year so i dont have to sunglassesmax anymore

 

[Baki]

Probably really slight that you can only notice it from afar

 

[Deleted member 439]

Title says it all.

When I look at myself relatively close in the mirror and see myself and step back around 4-5 feet. My eyes look completely neutral. However when I step back around 10-20 feet and when lighting is not consistent, it looks like I have slight NCT. i also have a lower eyelid retraction that i Pull up with a permasquint. How do I alleviate my slight NCT? For some reason, i have been told by people I have beautiful eyes that are big and expressive but I thought this supposed NCT would make them think my eyes are shit. I should state that these people who comment on my eyes are within a 5 foot proximity of me.
I would say I am an above average normie and I have gf, but I am going thru depression right now from other shit and this NCT makes me feel the worst. Everytime I see it from far away, i get just instantly sad. I have other features that are not that good such as slightly big nose, slightly recessed chin, and kinda narrow jaw but the NCT just makes me feel sad. I really want to try and get it fixed by taban in december this year so i dont have to sunglassesmax anymore

I have seen your pics long ago, all i remember is that you are not a normie you are higher than that

 

[MD_Hopeful69]

I have seen your pics long ago, all i remember is that you are not a normie you are higher than that

thanks man i appreciate it. I just feel due to insecurity in my life that existed long ago in my life due to bullying because i was small and people bullied me for being from a terrorist country i have this feeling that I need to be perfect in everything just to justify my existence on this earth. whether it be in soccer or school or whatever

 

[UndercovrNormie]

just test it with a camera near a light lol
(haven't slept in a while so the eye i'm slowly going blind is is asymmetrical, pay no attention to it lol)

 

[Deleted member 439]

thanks man i appreciate it. I just feel due to insecurity in my life that existed long ago in my life due to bullying because i was small and people bullied me for being from a terrorist country i have this feeling that I need to be perfect in everything just to justify my existence on this earth. whether it be in soccer or school or whatever

Think we both have the same problem, only thing is I have to fix my nose also, you only need to change your eyes