Does love even change anything?

[Irrelevance]

Every day is the same. My whole life feels like a stream of boredom, only interrupted by bursts of agony or happyness (tho that is mostly drug related). I have nothing going for me, everything feels like an obligation, even when I achieve something, I can't be happy about it because it feels like it is the norm. With looksmaxxing, I strive toward being able to be loved, in a desperate effort to break out of this cycle.

But is it even worth it? In your experience, does love break this cycle or does it only introduce new problems? Does it wear off after time? I need to know.

 

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[idontlikemyself6]

why do greys always be having the worst life’s of all time (supposedly)

 

[Irrelevance]

why do greys always be having the worst life’s of all time (supposedly)

Objectively, my life isn't even that bad. My perception of life and my own success is just fucked.

 

[miriniqontiktok]

Yes

Every day is the same. My whole life feels like a stream of boredom, only interrupted by bursts of agony or happyness (tho that is mostly drug related). I have nothing going for me, everything feels like an obligation, even when I achieve something, I can't be happy about it because it feels like it is the norm. With looksmaxxing, I strive toward being able to be loved, in a desperate effort to break out of this cycle.

But is it even worth it? In your experience, does love break this cycle or does it only introduce new problems? Does it wear off after time? I need to know.