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Ik dumbass question to ask. but basically before I hopped on roids I wanted to have a baseline, and it came back at 761ng/dl T with 113 free T.
Again, stilll feel shit and I think this is because I'm nd, but I was telling myself I would definitely hop on if it came back <500 ng/dl. I'm 18 btw, turning 19 in about ~2 weeks.
I'm skinny fat, worst position to be in because I can't leanmaxx or bulk up without experiencing some shitty phase. So my plan was to roid and go through a sort of recomp (since of course it makes it easier).
It simply speeds up the process, but I thought if I roid I would blast and cruise anyway, since coming off and PCTing becomes a little pointless, at that point I'll lose gains and have the possibility of just not recovering at all. but that was a decision to make if I had lower natty T, I guess, but this made me hesitate
What's the best course of action? I can't even fucking tell. and idk if I would be able to drink on cycle, either. I'm already sick of being 5'9, mogged everywhere just coping with the social masking that I have to do (although it hasn't been that terrible).
Another thing I can't sacrifice is iq, college is the easiest shit ever (at t20) and classes couldn't be this fucking easy, i literally spend zero time studying except of course having to do homework. probably wishing to careermaxx since I was at least given above average iq, I guess, but I'm not sure if I would be fine with losing intelligence.
Again, stilll feel shit and I think this is because I'm nd, but I was telling myself I would definitely hop on if it came back <500 ng/dl. I'm 18 btw, turning 19 in about ~2 weeks.
I'm skinny fat, worst position to be in because I can't leanmaxx or bulk up without experiencing some shitty phase. So my plan was to roid and go through a sort of recomp (since of course it makes it easier).
It simply speeds up the process, but I thought if I roid I would blast and cruise anyway, since coming off and PCTing becomes a little pointless, at that point I'll lose gains and have the possibility of just not recovering at all. but that was a decision to make if I had lower natty T, I guess, but this made me hesitate
What's the best course of action? I can't even fucking tell. and idk if I would be able to drink on cycle, either. I'm already sick of being 5'9, mogged everywhere just coping with the social masking that I have to do (although it hasn't been that terrible).
Another thing I can't sacrifice is iq, college is the easiest shit ever (at t20) and classes couldn't be this fucking easy, i literally spend zero time studying except of course having to do homework. probably wishing to careermaxx since I was at least given above average iq, I guess, but I'm not sure if I would be fine with losing intelligence.
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