does the emptiness inside me ever goes away?😂

[marrone911]

even tho i hanged out with my friend the moment i step inside my house i feel even worst. hanging out with em does not work, it distracts me for some hours but then, its just a hole digging n eating my soul inside me, i feel lonely i can’t connect to anyone, idk if my friendship are real or if i have friends just to be accepted n to don’t feel ts empty but the thing is that is not even helping, dont even know what it is and why

 

[underatedgreycel]

Does the ethnic grammar ever go away either?

 

[marrone911]

Does the ethnic grammar ever go away either?

english is not my first language u niger

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

do mushrooms you will realize the only thing you need to connect with is your higher self, your inner divine world

 

[underatedgreycel]

english is not my first language u niger

Water

 

[marrone911]

do mushrooms you will realize the only thing you need to connect with is your higher self, your inner divine world

i want to do shrooms but idk if that would actually drive me crazy cus i did za once n i think i got psychosis for some months

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

i want to do shrooms but idk if that would actually drive me crazy cus i did za once n i think i got psychosis for some months

in what way did you get psychosis?

like what were your thoughts after the za that made u think u were in psychosis lol

some of my friends when i try to explain them my spiritual ideas they claim i might be in psychosis but the ideas i have are incredibly liberating for me

shrooms make you see the world for how it is if you take enough. I’ve never had a bad trip but I’d suggest taking like max 2 grams to start.

everything is a dream, created by one consciousness, one mind, everyone in the world is part of the same greater whole.

we are all fractals of god. god wanted to experience itself so it created separation, ie; you and me, that person is different from me, but in reality everything is one.

 

[marrone911]

i felt i was in some sort of simulation it’s hard to describe in text however i was in constant stress and paranoid questioning every action if i really did or said something or it was just my imagination i thought there were people when in reality they weren’t there but in general even after some weeks i’ve had many derealization

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

i felt i was in some sort of simulation it’s hard to describe in text however i was in constant stress and paranoid questioning every action if i really did or said something or it was just my imagination i thought there were people when in reality they weren’t there but in general even after some weeks i’ve had many derealization

i mean i guess what you experienced is different from wht i’m describing. lately i haven’t liked weed either tho i kind of get a weird feeling too now, not sure why.

but shrooms have never done me wrong and always remind me of my true divinity and power

 

[rejected4tweakin]

i felt i was in some sort of simulation it’s hard to describe in text however i was in constant stress and paranoid questioning every action if i really did or said something or it was just my imagination i thought there were people when in reality they weren’t there but in general even after some weeks i’ve had many derealization

i had that same feeling when i was high but it like literally lasted for days brah