does this happen to anyone else this makes me want to rope

[valentine]

my alarm wakes me up every morning and i genuinely get upset about the fact i woke up and feel an intense wave of suicidal urges, my body feels heavy and i feel sick

only lasts for about 30 minutes but oh my god i cant stand this feeling.

 

[Deleted member 105544]

my alarm wakes me up every morning and i genuinely get upset about the fact i woke up and feel an intense wave of suicidal urges, my body feels heavy and i feel sick

only lasts for about 30 minutes but oh my god i cant stand this feeling.

i just remember that my life is like one of those depressing movies about wage slaving

 

[Deleted member 30845]

You don't sleep for enough and probably have some other health issues

 

[valentine]

i just remember that my life is like one of those depressing movies about wage slaving

yeah, i literally cant cope with how shitty my existence is so i dream of something beautiful every night, when i wake up i want to rope

 

[Deleted member 105544]

yeah, i literally cant cope with how shitty my existence is so i dream of something beautiful every night, when i wake up i want to rope

Mirin my dreams died. Last dream i can remember was posing for a picture with the dutch giant in a store

 

[valentine]

You don't sleep for enough and probably have some other health issues

yes i have diabetes heart disease epilepsy bad blood circulation headaches and chronic inflammation

 

[Deleted member 131140]

yeah, i literally cant cope with how shitty my existence is so i dream of something beautiful every night, when i wake up i want to rope

Do a sleep test

 

[valentine]

Mirin my dreams died. Last dream i can remember was posing for a picture with the dutch giant in a store

lol

 

[Nectar]

Yeah and I can't help it fr

 

[valentine]

Yeah and I can't help it fr

nothing works

 

[nuisance]

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night saying bitch and throwing my pillow because I hate this bitch so much

 

[Deleted member 101934]

same and idk how to stop it

 

[valentine]

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night saying bitch and throwing my pillow because I hate this bitch so much

same

 

[Deleted member 75141]

This used to be me in high school it was a brutal feeling for sure

 

[Gonthar]

my alarm wakes me up every morning and i genuinely get upset about the fact i woke up and feel an intense wave of suicidal urges, my body feels heavy and i feel sick

No, it only happens to you...
You might want to get rid of the alarm and wake up naturally.

 

[Deleted member 91099]

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night saying bitch and throwing my pillow because I hate this bitch so much

 

[valentine]

No, it only happens to you...
You might want to get rid of the alarm and wake up naturally.

im not some neet retard i have work and uni...

 

[Gonthar]

im not some neet retard i have work and uni...

That's what causing the stress, it took me more than a decade of neeting until I finally got rid of nightmares related to studying and work.

 

[valentine]

That's what causing the stress, it took me more than a decade of neeting until I finally got rid of nightmares related to studying and work.

 

[Gonthar]

You need to quit work and university to be at peace with yourself.