
notagrey
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I’m not gonna sound like a pussy and trauma dump but I haven’t had the best childhood or current life, my dad was an abusive rapist not towards me but towards other people and my family, after that demon hellspawn got deported to the slums of Colombia, i had a calm 3 months before my money-greedy babysitters called the police and made a report that my mother wouldn’t feed us, not buy us new clothes, and over all not take care of us (completely false my mom worked 4-5 jobs to maintain us she isn’t a immigrant and is actually very very beautiful and I don’t just say it because she’s my mom she’s genuinely very pretty) I stood in foster for 4 years, was starved to near death while I had the flu (I was 4 at the time) and foster was overall a bad experience for me and my 2 brothers, but after a while my mom got us back. Something probably happened to her tho, because before quarantine hit, she started getting abusive psychology, and physically, she hasn’t tried to beat my ass in a couple of months but she was still mentally abusive and still is to the point where exactly 1 month ago from today I tried to kill myself. I got sent to a psyche ward it was only for 5 hours but still nonetheless terrible experience, enough trauma dumping but to the actual question, could this have affected how good I look, I’m not ugly by any means but I do know that stress and malnutrition can hurt your attractiveness especially during development