oxytocincel
i <3 ecstacy
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I just wanna start by saying I do not support the use of any drugs and that you should not replicate the actions taken in this story. Also this is more of a personal guide for me, it’s pretty gay to use the notes app.
So my friends birthday party was today and I’m really ND around people I don’t know so usually at a party I’ll get drunk. Also when I walked into the living room I had a lltb methheadcel call me a creature with everyone around us. Today I decided to take a cap of MDMA, 20mg of dexamphetamines, about 4 beers, and a cart. I ended up with the craziest oxytocin levels I’ve had in my life and the ability to talk to people. I honestly just sat down in the living room until it kicked in and then got attacked by evil vibrations and I ended up laying down in a bedroom. I had people coming in and out and I was talking to them, mainly just asking what they’ve taken and what their name is. Genuinely talked to so many girls and they were wanting my shit bro.
With a girl (foid 1) we were sitting on the bed and she had some nice tits brah. But too many people came in whilst it was me and her. I also told her to stand up to see how tall she was while casually flexing my 191cm. She was probably up to my sternum in height.
With foid 2 it was another one of my “ex’s” friends and we were kinda just really close to each other and talked a bit but the vibes were there.
I ended up with a girl I’ve gotten friendzoned by because of her pedo bf in this room im laid in. We just start talking I don’t really remember what it was about. Then her friend came in and was also really physically close sitting next to me on the bed. Keep in mind this chick won’t date me cause she’s basically still in a relationship with her ex, and she was rubbing her hand on my thigh bro. I ended up telling someone to take a photo of us and hopefully I mog in it. I tried to make it obvious that I was moved on from the girl I was friendzoned by and started complimenting her friends eyes (perfect blue) and then she said she liked my eyes too (my eye area gets horrible when I’m on stuff). I was debating kissing her but thought it was high risk low reward as I’d likely get swerved because I’ve also made out with her friend. The friend ends up leaving the room and we’re kinda just talking. I think her friend came back and we ended up going to the living room with everyone and the friend and I were holding hands you gotta treat women like chess against a drunk and unpredictable person. Then after a while my “ex” came back. Just to clarify we were never official we were just doing stuff but it’s easier to call her my ex than describe her. When she comes back she says we should go up to my friends room. I am so pumped up on dopamine serotonin and oxytocin that I was walking past my friends parents and I was living in blips. We get up to his room and are followed by about 5 people who all ended up leaving and she says to me that she had an idea. I do a dexie and then we kiss. And as much as I wanted to reject her and go for the other girls I gave into my hunger for oxytocin and tried to say that I didn’t want a dexie (because I was fucked) but I would kiss her. She also told me that she really wanted to make out with me when we were in the granny flat and I made a face and she asked if I didn’t want to and I said I wasn’t expecting to hear that. After pulling her in for a kiss and it ended up as an awkward hug and then trying to explain what I meant and that I didn’t want a dexie I wanted to kiss her a couple times this foid finally understood then I pulled her in again and we made out. Also I just wanna say that kissing with tongue is a lost fucking art. Like seriously kissing with is so much better. Where has this world gone. We then heard footsteps coming up his stairs and we stopped kissing and did the classic “the roof looks interesting” move. Turns out it was my friend’s dad and he just peeked his head in the door and said hi and left. I think we talked for a bit and joked about being “really good friends” and how we’re “just” friends. Then I asked if she had lipstick on or if it was the ecstasy and she said it was lipstick. So then I asked if I had any on my lips and she said a little bit and proceeded to wipe it off. Also I’m gonna recap as much as I remember so that when I’m sober I can know what happened. Also I hate to feed into hypergamy but I’d rather disrespect her ex that groomed her and I can do that by being with her (I mog him btw). Also I was wearing about 6cm height boosters so I was about 191cm.
Also now that I think about it I was thinking about tryna have me “ex” and her best friend to all makeout I think it was just the oxytocin calling tho but lowkey I should have tried.
Back to the story, we then ended up making out again and then getting a last kiss in before going back to my friends airbnb cabin that his family owns. As we enter the front door she lets go of my hand. Also before we left my friends room I was trying to say something like “we should finish this later” but my body wouldn’t let me talk and I’m pretty annoyed for how that whole thing resulted. As we walk in through the front door my friend comes up to me and tells me not to make a huge fuss and I was really confused until I saw the host of the party laying down on a bed with his face in a bin vomiting. Turns out he was there for 20 mins before I got there. Anyway, he ended up in an ambulance for an hour and then came back perfectly fine. He actually took the same drugs as me but a higher volume of alcohol and dexies. I think I ended up sitting outside with my old friend I hadn’t seen in a while and talking with him. And due to everything happening with my friend her and I didn’t really get a chance to see each other as I wasn’t bothered to walk around and just wanted to chill in the room. My friend is completely fine and healthy now just 4 hours after that happened and cracked a girl. I went into this party convinced I could get an easy threesome, which I probably could have if my “ex” hadn’t been with me 70% of the time with Foid 1 and Foid 2. But I ended up getting no sex because I’m not chad, and also because my friend almost died.
Also turns out my friend brought a knife to use against me because he thought I was trying to fuck his girl (sub 5) but we sorted it out.
Moral of the story MDMA is good to be buzzing around talking to people at parties if you are too ND for that like myself. I wouldn’t have talked to anyone if it wasn’t for the drugs.
So my friends birthday party was today and I’m really ND around people I don’t know so usually at a party I’ll get drunk. Also when I walked into the living room I had a lltb methheadcel call me a creature with everyone around us. Today I decided to take a cap of MDMA, 20mg of dexamphetamines, about 4 beers, and a cart. I ended up with the craziest oxytocin levels I’ve had in my life and the ability to talk to people. I honestly just sat down in the living room until it kicked in and then got attacked by evil vibrations and I ended up laying down in a bedroom. I had people coming in and out and I was talking to them, mainly just asking what they’ve taken and what their name is. Genuinely talked to so many girls and they were wanting my shit bro.
With a girl (foid 1) we were sitting on the bed and she had some nice tits brah. But too many people came in whilst it was me and her. I also told her to stand up to see how tall she was while casually flexing my 191cm. She was probably up to my sternum in height.
With foid 2 it was another one of my “ex’s” friends and we were kinda just really close to each other and talked a bit but the vibes were there.
I ended up with a girl I’ve gotten friendzoned by because of her pedo bf in this room im laid in. We just start talking I don’t really remember what it was about. Then her friend came in and was also really physically close sitting next to me on the bed. Keep in mind this chick won’t date me cause she’s basically still in a relationship with her ex, and she was rubbing her hand on my thigh bro. I ended up telling someone to take a photo of us and hopefully I mog in it. I tried to make it obvious that I was moved on from the girl I was friendzoned by and started complimenting her friends eyes (perfect blue) and then she said she liked my eyes too (my eye area gets horrible when I’m on stuff). I was debating kissing her but thought it was high risk low reward as I’d likely get swerved because I’ve also made out with her friend. The friend ends up leaving the room and we’re kinda just talking. I think her friend came back and we ended up going to the living room with everyone and the friend and I were holding hands you gotta treat women like chess against a drunk and unpredictable person. Then after a while my “ex” came back. Just to clarify we were never official we were just doing stuff but it’s easier to call her my ex than describe her. When she comes back she says we should go up to my friends room. I am so pumped up on dopamine serotonin and oxytocin that I was walking past my friends parents and I was living in blips. We get up to his room and are followed by about 5 people who all ended up leaving and she says to me that she had an idea. I do a dexie and then we kiss. And as much as I wanted to reject her and go for the other girls I gave into my hunger for oxytocin and tried to say that I didn’t want a dexie (because I was fucked) but I would kiss her. She also told me that she really wanted to make out with me when we were in the granny flat and I made a face and she asked if I didn’t want to and I said I wasn’t expecting to hear that. After pulling her in for a kiss and it ended up as an awkward hug and then trying to explain what I meant and that I didn’t want a dexie I wanted to kiss her a couple times this foid finally understood then I pulled her in again and we made out. Also I just wanna say that kissing with tongue is a lost fucking art. Like seriously kissing with is so much better. Where has this world gone. We then heard footsteps coming up his stairs and we stopped kissing and did the classic “the roof looks interesting” move. Turns out it was my friend’s dad and he just peeked his head in the door and said hi and left. I think we talked for a bit and joked about being “really good friends” and how we’re “just” friends. Then I asked if she had lipstick on or if it was the ecstasy and she said it was lipstick. So then I asked if I had any on my lips and she said a little bit and proceeded to wipe it off. Also I’m gonna recap as much as I remember so that when I’m sober I can know what happened. Also I hate to feed into hypergamy but I’d rather disrespect her ex that groomed her and I can do that by being with her (I mog him btw). Also I was wearing about 6cm height boosters so I was about 191cm.
Also now that I think about it I was thinking about tryna have me “ex” and her best friend to all makeout I think it was just the oxytocin calling tho but lowkey I should have tried.
Back to the story, we then ended up making out again and then getting a last kiss in before going back to my friends airbnb cabin that his family owns. As we enter the front door she lets go of my hand. Also before we left my friends room I was trying to say something like “we should finish this later” but my body wouldn’t let me talk and I’m pretty annoyed for how that whole thing resulted. As we walk in through the front door my friend comes up to me and tells me not to make a huge fuss and I was really confused until I saw the host of the party laying down on a bed with his face in a bin vomiting. Turns out he was there for 20 mins before I got there. Anyway, he ended up in an ambulance for an hour and then came back perfectly fine. He actually took the same drugs as me but a higher volume of alcohol and dexies. I think I ended up sitting outside with my old friend I hadn’t seen in a while and talking with him. And due to everything happening with my friend her and I didn’t really get a chance to see each other as I wasn’t bothered to walk around and just wanted to chill in the room. My friend is completely fine and healthy now just 4 hours after that happened and cracked a girl. I went into this party convinced I could get an easy threesome, which I probably could have if my “ex” hadn’t been with me 70% of the time with Foid 1 and Foid 2. But I ended up getting no sex because I’m not chad, and also because my friend almost died.
Also turns out my friend brought a knife to use against me because he thought I was trying to fuck his girl (sub 5) but we sorted it out.
Moral of the story MDMA is good to be buzzing around talking to people at parties if you are too ND for that like myself. I wouldn’t have talked to anyone if it wasn’t for the drugs.
