Doing reserch chemical cocaine with clen and 2g of gear,just took diazepam,asking for a deathwish?

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So i have reserch chemical shrooms,2 types of rc LSD and 5g of fake rc coke

Im racked af of this coke man and Im on clen!!!

Just came home and took bunch of diazepam so i can sleep later
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@buccalfatremoval @chang cypionate
 
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@Revan
 
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nobody cares and Im here risking my life:feelshmm:
 
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Was nice knowing you brochacho :feelshah:
 
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Why yo foot so far away
 
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I also tried some research chems, i did 1p lsd, 2fdck and 4-ho met.
 
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You will definitely regret doing this shit in the future dawg hop off drugs
I cant bro

this is my only cope,I dont do it for fun...I just missed out on so much in my teen life and now Im also missing out while some of the most disturbing non looks reletaed traumas happened to me last year
 
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i love those

these pills in blisters are 4ho met
Yeah but the site i used to order from got taken down. I took 4ho met in powder
 
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I cant bro

this is my only cope,I dont do it for fun...I just missed out on so much in my teen life and now Im also missing out while some of the most disturbing non looks reletaed traumas happened to me last year
I'm sorry bro

Idk about your personal stuff but missing out on stuff as a teenager is a meme, people overglaze the teenage years it's nothing serious really you're just overthinking it
 
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I'm sorry bro

Idk about your personal stuff but missing out on stuff as a teenager is a meme, people overglaze the teenage years it's nothing serious really you're just overthinking it
Idk man its kinda deep to me

Im hanging out with everyone and I always hear about my dream life being said so casually by normies that have experienced it without trying,without risking their life,without being dependent on pills to function...same pills that Im addicted to and can't escape them,sticking 4cm needle in my ass everyday,spending hundreds and thousands a month on copes...to try and look better?For what???

to still get brutally rejected like I did before I wasted so much money and health on improving myself?:feelswah::feelswah::feelswah::feelswah::feelswah::feelswhy:
 
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:love:

anyways, isnt this really dangerous?
its like deadly af tbh

Im on 2g of gear,absurd even for bodybuilders,and then clen a strong stimulant with a fake copy of a drug that has no research on it
 
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its like deadly af tbh

Im on 2g of gear,absurd even for bodybuilders,and then clen a strong stimulant with a fake copy of a drug that has no research on it
wasnt you on 3g, and didnt you stop? what u taking rn?

please whatever you do dont die
 
Idk man its kinda deep to me

Im hanging out with everyone and I always hear about my dream life being said so casually by normies that have experienced it without trying,without risking their life,without being dependent on pills to function...same pills that Im addicted to and can't escape them,sticking 4cm needle in my ass everyday,spending hundreds and thousands a month on copes...to try and look better?For what???

to still get brutally rejected like I did before I wasted so much money and health on improving myself?:feelswah::feelswah::feelswah::feelswah::feelswah::feelswhy:
What do you mean by dream life? I mean you're hanging out with with ppl you seem pretty cool and outgoing, life is unfair obviously some people have to work hard for the same shit others get for free
 
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What do you mean by dream life? I mean you're hanging out with with ppl you seem pretty cool and outgoing, life is unfair obviously some people have to work hard for the same shit others get for free
sorry Im now fucked up from diazepam and I would sound even dumber

but i just want someone,someone opposite gender to look at me differently than I see myself

I just want somebody to notice something in me that Ive been missing out all these years

thaf she can tell me thaf Im perfect for her just the way Im and that I dont have to do dangerous stuff to change myself

i just want a hug sometimes man....just a hug

i feel like if an understanding foid asked me abt my traumas and I open up to her (biggest mistake u can make but whatever) I would prob cry for hours....Im just tired and nobody sees that

Man if somebody had my thoughts for a day or realised how I actually see myself without thinking Im doing it for attention....I would prob be locked in psychward for my entire life
 
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Mirin negative inhib brah
How was it? I experimented with some new otc drugs and worst experience in a while :lul::lul:
 
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Mirin negative inhib brah
How was it? I experimented with some new otc drugs and worst experience in a while :lul::lul:
fine until coke wore off and now im fucked of diazepam thinking what a loser im
 
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fine until coke wore off and now im fucked of diazepam thinking what a loser im
lol this shit I took had me so sick I was staring at my oneitis pics for hours and scrolling on org while I kept vomiting
I’m gonna stop drugs for a while
 

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