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5’4 coper
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I don’t even know how to start this thread it’s 10 pm i have an headache so I wanted to go to sleep sooner,while trying to fall asleep I started to ponder about my future
I do not know how to continue my life from here on,my plates are practically closed and I’m 5’5 and feel severely underdeveloped while comparing myself with the people of my age, I don’t understand what I did to be born in this life of misery.
When i was little i was always the smallest and convinced myself that I was one of those who “grew later” so i waited,and waited,and waited for a growth spurt like one where in 3 months you grow 10cm,you go back to school and people look at you differently, but it never came.
Some people have atleast someway to compensate their height, like money,a good face, a good personality, I don’t have any of that and the fact that some people have it all from the start demoralizes me even more to better myself.
I think i’m starting to develop a napoleon complex because I try to overcompensate with my grand meanwhile i’m studying trading and coding, but it all just seems so futile, i don’t want to trade,i don’t want to code,i don’t want to study, I Don’t Want To Compensate For My Height.
Should I just rope?
I do not know how to continue my life from here on,my plates are practically closed and I’m 5’5 and feel severely underdeveloped while comparing myself with the people of my age, I don’t understand what I did to be born in this life of misery.
When i was little i was always the smallest and convinced myself that I was one of those who “grew later” so i waited,and waited,and waited for a growth spurt like one where in 3 months you grow 10cm,you go back to school and people look at you differently, but it never came.
Some people have atleast someway to compensate their height, like money,a good face, a good personality, I don’t have any of that and the fact that some people have it all from the start demoralizes me even more to better myself.
I think i’m starting to develop a napoleon complex because I try to overcompensate with my grand meanwhile i’m studying trading and coding, but it all just seems so futile, i don’t want to trade,i don’t want to code,i don’t want to study, I Don’t Want To Compensate For My Height.
Should I just rope?
