Htobrother
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i really cant cope anymore , i stopped coping i look for solutions but im in a circle
im 19 now gonna turn 20 in 6 months
my goal was building muscle and leveling up my physique and my looks
what came up in my bloodwork , extremely high cortisol (what caused that its not known i get it tested this is some nasty shit it raises your blood sugars as if you eat sugar all day makes you gain fat and loose muscle and eats up your skin, no proper sleep ., 20 points lowered grf kidney function
fasted glucose is 105 which is prediabetic tier
my hairline receded , my maxilla got fucked up thx orthodontist
collagen is gone
body stats from 13% bodyfat 83kg , now probably 78kg 18-20%bf
Im still using trt 100mg weekly i told my endocrinologist if she can prescribe it to me
but they refuse , they say i should quit it
i have the decision either quit trt wait for months to recover to prior shitty levels , and go insane and loose another 3kg or more muscle and commit sudoku
or stay on deus medicals test , and workout and build muscles back up at maintaince with shitty blood work, and stay on it for life and probably worsen gfr .
im 19 now gonna turn 20 in 6 months
my goal was building muscle and leveling up my physique and my looks
what came up in my bloodwork , extremely high cortisol (what caused that its not known i get it tested this is some nasty shit it raises your blood sugars as if you eat sugar all day makes you gain fat and loose muscle and eats up your skin, no proper sleep ., 20 points lowered grf kidney function
fasted glucose is 105 which is prediabetic tier
my hairline receded , my maxilla got fucked up thx orthodontist
collagen is gone
body stats from 13% bodyfat 83kg , now probably 78kg 18-20%bf
Im still using trt 100mg weekly i told my endocrinologist if she can prescribe it to me
but they refuse , they say i should quit it
i have the decision either quit trt wait for months to recover to prior shitty levels , and go insane and loose another 3kg or more muscle and commit sudoku
or stay on deus medicals test , and workout and build muscles back up at maintaince with shitty blood work, and stay on it for life and probably worsen gfr .
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