Dont know of im messed up or nah

[starzzz_edva]

These past months by parents dont be arguing much or anything bad happening but like i do like that but also i really want everything to mess up again, like for my parents to argue like crazy or just some bad shit happening
Its like i kinda miss it but i like that its gone and when bad stuff do happen it doesnt really help and i want it worse so i lowkey got no idea if this is a mental problem or something else

Btw this my cat

 

[troy_exe]

These past months by parents dont be arguing much or anything bad happening but like i do like that but also i really want everything to mess up again, like for my parents to argue like crazy or just some bad shit happening
Its like i kinda miss it but i like that its gone and when bad stuff do happen it doesnt really help and i want it worse so i lowkey got no idea if this is a mental problem or something else

Btw this my catView attachment 5572790

yeah its sth mental
ur brain always looks for sth that its used to so if ur used to that then ur brain is gonna want that cus thats what it percives as normal

thats also why u shouldnt ever date anyone who been in toxic relationships b4 cus then thats what they wnat again. not cus its good for them but cus its what they subconciously see as normal

 

[PostNutClariti]

I would say your just picking the thoughts going in your brain and the problem is you think these are your thoughts and let them control your brain

 

[Old Büll]

Brutal cat pill

 

[starzzz_edva]

Brutal cat pill

Ong

 

[starzzz_edva]

yeah its sth mental
ur brain always looks for sth that its used to so if ur used to that then ur brain is gonna want that cus thats what it percives as normal

thats also why u shouldnt ever date anyone who been in toxic relationships b4 cus then thats what they wnat again. not cus its good for them but cus its what they subconciously see as normal

Well ngl i do try to think of better things but it is hard, like im gratefull nothing bad happens and this month ive been happy and got a few things i wanted but its hard to ignore that feeling
W explanation also

 

[troy_exe]

Well ngl i do try to think of better things but it is hard, like im gratefull nothing bad happens and this month ive been happy and got a few things i wanted but its hard to ignore that feeling
W explanation also

thx bro

yeah fixing that is a progress, best to just think more objective and from others perspectives
they didnt fight = good for their relationship = good in general -> happy (for them)