maximuslaid
Schizophrenia
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I’m having a panic attack my heart’s racing, my hands and feet are drenched in sweat, and I feel completely alone.
Every day at school I see LTNs and MTNS happy with their girlfriends walking in the hallway. Every single one of them seems to have someone, while I sit in the corner invisible rotting on .org like the autistic incel that i am.
Whenever I try to talk to a girl, she finds an excuse to leave. I just want a simple, human connection. I can cope w thinking you don’t need foids, focus on yourself, caring about foids is cucked but that’s just a cope and will eventually breaks. Everyone wants to feel wanted, feel women attention. I just want someone to actually talk to me.
Today I saw my ex holding another guy’s hand, and I just wanted to cry right there. They were so fucking happy while im staring at them. Seeing them brought back every memories with her that I’ll never relive.
I don’t have friends, dont have women interraction. No one to talk to. I try to stay positive, try to love life, but that illusion always cracks and i realize im just a loser retard that noone likes. I’m so fucking tired of this life.
The only thing that helps me waking up every morning is the hope that ill save up enough money for surgeries and ill finally escape this hell. I don’t even know what to do anymore. Im using my dads hammer to smash the fuck out of my face and zygos maybe theyll swell up and tomorrow girls will talk to me.
Every day at school I see LTNs and MTNS happy with their girlfriends walking in the hallway. Every single one of them seems to have someone, while I sit in the corner invisible rotting on .org like the autistic incel that i am.
Whenever I try to talk to a girl, she finds an excuse to leave. I just want a simple, human connection. I can cope w thinking you don’t need foids, focus on yourself, caring about foids is cucked but that’s just a cope and will eventually breaks. Everyone wants to feel wanted, feel women attention. I just want someone to actually talk to me.
Today I saw my ex holding another guy’s hand, and I just wanted to cry right there. They were so fucking happy while im staring at them. Seeing them brought back every memories with her that I’ll never relive.
I don’t have friends, dont have women interraction. No one to talk to. I try to stay positive, try to love life, but that illusion always cracks and i realize im just a loser retard that noone likes. I’m so fucking tired of this life.
The only thing that helps me waking up every morning is the hope that ill save up enough money for surgeries and ill finally escape this hell. I don’t even know what to do anymore. Im using my dads hammer to smash the fuck out of my face and zygos maybe theyll swell up and tomorrow girls will talk to me.
