Don't see myself living past 20-23

[Whiteboard7]

Almost 19. Everything about my life is shit, I hate how I look, I've lost meaning and passion for anything, I don't see myself living for much longer it's over

 

[IronMike]

 

[IBlameLasix]

Almost 19. Everything about my life is shit, I hate how I look, I've lost meaning and passion for anything, I don't see myself living for much longer it's over

Maybe if you quit this forum you gonna learn something about life. Stop being a soygoy and live bro

 

[Whiteboard7]

Maybe if you quit this forum you gonna learn something about life. Stop being a soygoy and live bro

I'm gonna delete my account soon. But yeah fair enough I'm not even on the forum this much ngl just tired with life but fair enough

 

[IBlameLasix]

I'm gonna delete my account soon. But yeah fair enough I'm not even on the forum this much ngl just tired with life but fair enough

Oh, you are doing a great decision in delete your account. It's already a step to "find" something in life, I live in a third country and I guarantee to you that you can have a better life than my lol. Good luck bro

 

[Whiteboard7]

Oh, you are doing a great decision in delete your account. It's already a step to "find" something in life, I live in a third country and I guarantee to you that you can have a better life than my lol. Good luck bro

What country. Thank you boss, hope it all works out for you

 

[fraudster#1]

boi get on some roids forget ts and turn into a full time sick kvnt
@peterk1287

 

[sonic55555]

nobody should have an org account
this is a fed datamining center
theyre already onto all our IPs and every molecule you type is going into their database

 

[peter1287]

boi get on some roids forget ts and turn into a full time sick kvnt
@peterk1287

One tren and one SSRI please

 

[IBlameLasix]

What country. Thank you boss, hope it all works out for you

Brazil . Keep going and you will see results, bhai

 

[User28823]

nobody should have an org account
this is a fed datamining center
theyre already onto all our IPs and every molecule you type is going into their database

 

[sonic55555]

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thats the ideal outcome

 

[tertaf]

im deadass kiling myself by 25

 

[fraudster#1]

One tren and one SSRI please

fuck yeah, some people forget test was used in depression treatment in many cases

get this nigga on roids asap

 

[Whiteboard7]

boi get on some roids forget ts and turn into a full time sick kvnt
@peterk1287

They won't help me

nobody should have an org account
this is a fed datamining center
theyre already onto all our IPs and every molecule you type is going into their database

Feds already know about me

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I've failed

 

[Whiteboard7]

Brazil . Keep going and you will see results, bhai

Not bad tbh

im deadass kiling myself by 25

Sorry to hear that why?

fuck yeah, some people forget test was used in depression treatment in many cases
View attachment 5184019 get this nigga on roids asap

Already test max but I hate my life still

 

[sonic55555]

They won't help me

Feds already know about me

I've failed

Feds already know about you? why

 

[Whiteboard7]

Feds already know about you? why

DMS

 

[Whiteboard7]

Feds already know about you? why

Send a message

 

[User28823]

They won't help me

Feds already know about me

I've failed

check ur hormones - especially estrogen

if they are good then start spamming amphetamines

 

[Whiteboard7]

check ur hormones - especially estrogen

if they are good then start spamming amphetamines

How would I do that. Fair enough but I would assume their good but they may not be tbh

 

[Whiteboard7]

check ur hormones - especially estrogen

if they are good then start spamming amphetamines

And why also? Just want to hear your POV

 

[User28823]

How would I do that. Fair enough but I would assume their good but they may not be tbh

can go through a doc or just order through something like privatemdlabs then go to a lab and get em checked

And why also? Just want to hear your POV

ur mind state is typical of someone with unoptimized hormones

if thats not the problem then amphetamines will give u the dopamine u need, dont let a psych dupe u into taking an ssri (jewish cope)

 

[Whiteboard7]

can go through a doc or just order through something like privatemdlabs then go to a lab and get em checked

I'll check it out but idk if I want to blast drugs will that really make my life better using drugs

ur mind state is typical of someone with unoptimized hormones

Yeah I see that and know that

if thats not the problem then amphetamines will give u the dopamine u need, dont let a psych dupe u into taking an ssri (jewish cope)

Yeah I fuckin hate the Jews. Fair enough

 

[User28823]

I'll check it out but idk if I want to blast drugs will that really make my life better using drugs

Yeah I see that and know that

Yeah I fuckin hate the Jews. Fair enough

u dont need to blast any drugs

idk what ur lifestyle is like but if ur high E ur gonna be all emotional, low E ur gonna be depressed

 

[Whiteboard7]

u dont need to blast any drugs

What to do then?

idk what ur lifestyle is like but if ur high E ur gonna be all emotional, low E ur gonna be depressed

Low E probably, fair enough though. I mean I've just lost passion for anything in my life and I just want to rot. I don't eat anything anymore because it have obsessive compulsive thoughts about how it will lower my test. I test max and optimize everything

 

[User28823]

What to do then?

Low E probably, fair enough though. I mean I've just lost passion for anything in my life and I just want to rot. I don't eat anything anymore because it have obsessive compulsive thoughts about how it will lower my test. I test max and optimize everything

you wont really know until u get some blood work

psychs will throw drugs at u first but rly u should make sure ur hormones are good and if they are u can try some dopaminergic stuff to give u the motivation u need

 

[Final Fantasy]

no bhai

i was watching ur vids while at work

 

[Whiteboard7]

you wont really know until u get some blood work

Will do that then. Thanks, can you rep or nah

psychs will throw drugs at u first but rly u should make sure ur hormones are good and if they are u can try some dopaminergic stuff to give u the motivation u need

Jewchs. I will do that thanks again

 

[Whiteboard7]

no bhai

i was watching ur vids while at work

Which one lol. Need to make one rn

 

[Final Fantasy]

Which one lol. Need to make one rn

I hate school

looks are everything

have fun, its almost over

pretty intresting when u dm me it so i put it on like a podcast

 

[Whiteboard7]

I hate school

looks are everything

have fun, its almost over

pretty intresting when u dm me it so i put it on like a podcast

Thanks boss. I talk very autistic in them jumping from topic to topic ngl. Thank you though

 

[pinterest]

Oh, you are doing a great decision in delete your account. It's already a step to "find" something in life, I live in a third country and I guarantee to you that you can have a better life than my lol. Good luck bro

only gift of living in "1st world" country is having your dick chopped off as a baby and eating shit food

 

[141d]

Its never over

Tried rope @ 18 enroll in therapy have hobbies you care about go outside make friends its never truly that bad

 

[Whiteboard7]

only gift of living in "1st world" country is having your dick chopped off as a baby and eating shit food

True

Its never over

Tried rope @ 18 enroll in therapy have hobbies you care about go outside make friends its never truly that bad

Problem is not of my hobbies make me happy or bring me passion anymore I feel Nothing. That's fair though sorry to hear all of that. I have "friends" but I'm so isolated I hope so but nothing can get fixed

 

[141d]

True

Problem is not of my hobbies make me happy or bring me passion anymore I feel Nothing. That's fair though sorry to hear all of that. I have "friends" but I'm so isolated I hope so but nothing can get fixed

Are you spiritual at all? Theres a reason for you here, a higher power above who wants to see your full potential. Even if you are isolated and devoid of feeling theres always a reason to keep going. Whether in yourself or in God. You’re still young, and it would be a shame to not see your full potential on earth

 

[Whiteboard7]

Are you spiritual at all? Theres a reason for you here, a higher power above who wants to see your full potential. Even if you are isolated and devoid of feeling theres always a reason to keep going. Whether in yourself or in God. You’re still young, and it would be a shame to not see your full potential on earth

Fair enough. Helped a little bit, but why would god curse me with such a shitty hand. Somewhat but why does it matter. Thanks boss

 

[eology]

Almost 19. Everything about my life is shit, I hate how I look, I've lost meaning and passion for anything, I don't see myself living for much longer it's over

ikr me too nigga me too

 

[141d]

Fair enough. Helped a little bit, but why would god curse me with such a shitty hand. Somewhat but why does it matter. Thanks boss

There’s a reason for everything just wait to see it unfold

We all gonna make it

 

[Whiteboard7]

There’s a reason for everything just wait to see it unfold

We all gonna make it

Thank you boss I hope so

 

[Whiteboard7]

ikr me too nigga me too

Yeah