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larperdemon
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I love my girlfriend but I know if I was just so much better looking, she would love and appreciate me more. I have it better than other people but also worse. Im ugly enough to where I cant get a girl irl but im not ugly enough to get a girl online. It hurts because it doesnt matter where these girls live, whether its in my area or whether its not, but it seems like in Canada and the United States, girls aged 18-25, they all act the same. Its either they only want chad (which is the nicer kind between these two) or they just lead you on. The ones leading people on are so much more evil than the first kind of people. Dont get me wrong, they are both evil, disgusting type of people, but the ones who truly deserve torture are the ones who lead people on (the longer they lead you on, the more evil they are).
Im currently 8 months into my online relationship and it hurts. Online relationships hurt so much when you are an overthinker, especially when people in her school look so much better. I hate how most girls are nowadays. Little things that she does piss me off and I dont want to communicate it to her because its literal common sense that a human being should do if they actually love their partner. For example, reposting on tiktok while leaving me on delivered. Realistically speaking, posting anything on any social media before replying to your partner first is ridiculous to me (unless ur in the middle of doing it).
It was our 8 months on july 3rd and my girlfriend has never done this and I am not going to communicate it to her because it could be a sign of her losing feelings for me. I hate it and I hate it so much. I know its such a little thing to care about, but its signs like these that show that a girl is losing interest in you. Another thing is making jokes about breaking up. She told her cousin this exact joke word for word: “Me and my boyfriend went on a break, summer break.” Get it, because she is on summer break from school. I hated that and now im starting to think that after that shes cheating on me with HTN, 6,4 guy or shes losing interest and just wasted my 8 months of love to her and I just look like a jester.
I know org has many things on improvement, but living in a small town with a large population of high schoolers means that there are going to be so much competition with jobs. A lot of the methods that arent cope require money and I need a job to acquire the money. Also, parents dont help with anything as well. Not only do they have the standard “old school” parent mentality that rejects any sort of injections and pharmaceutical, but they also have pretty shit genetics. Like im grateful I didnt get anything major defects, but at the same time, my “normal” genetics are horrible. Narrow palate, recessed infraorbitals, large, blocky waist, recessed maxilla, tiny ramus, 140 degree gonial angle, every single sign of hypothyroidism without having that diagnosis, low testosterone, and not only that but my mom is definitely not the best person when it comes to emotional intelligence.
All of this combining all relates to why a girl may lead a guy on, and I hate it so fuckin much it makes me think that these people deserve the worse in the life and more. I hate them and I hate that they think that they have a chance to live to ruin other peoples lives. Why cant they just die. If the want the chance to live, I want all of these types of people to replace the starving, povershed kids around the globe and let them have a better chance at life.
Im currently 8 months into my online relationship and it hurts. Online relationships hurt so much when you are an overthinker, especially when people in her school look so much better. I hate how most girls are nowadays. Little things that she does piss me off and I dont want to communicate it to her because its literal common sense that a human being should do if they actually love their partner. For example, reposting on tiktok while leaving me on delivered. Realistically speaking, posting anything on any social media before replying to your partner first is ridiculous to me (unless ur in the middle of doing it).
It was our 8 months on july 3rd and my girlfriend has never done this and I am not going to communicate it to her because it could be a sign of her losing feelings for me. I hate it and I hate it so much. I know its such a little thing to care about, but its signs like these that show that a girl is losing interest in you. Another thing is making jokes about breaking up. She told her cousin this exact joke word for word: “Me and my boyfriend went on a break, summer break.” Get it, because she is on summer break from school. I hated that and now im starting to think that after that shes cheating on me with HTN, 6,4 guy or shes losing interest and just wasted my 8 months of love to her and I just look like a jester.
I know org has many things on improvement, but living in a small town with a large population of high schoolers means that there are going to be so much competition with jobs. A lot of the methods that arent cope require money and I need a job to acquire the money. Also, parents dont help with anything as well. Not only do they have the standard “old school” parent mentality that rejects any sort of injections and pharmaceutical, but they also have pretty shit genetics. Like im grateful I didnt get anything major defects, but at the same time, my “normal” genetics are horrible. Narrow palate, recessed infraorbitals, large, blocky waist, recessed maxilla, tiny ramus, 140 degree gonial angle, every single sign of hypothyroidism without having that diagnosis, low testosterone, and not only that but my mom is definitely not the best person when it comes to emotional intelligence.
All of this combining all relates to why a girl may lead a guy on, and I hate it so fuckin much it makes me think that these people deserve the worse in the life and more. I hate them and I hate that they think that they have a chance to live to ruin other peoples lives. Why cant they just die. If the want the chance to live, I want all of these types of people to replace the starving, povershed kids around the globe and let them have a better chance at life.
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