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dreams signigry reality

I am loosing my shit and I loathe myself

every night for ,2 months I've had these nightmares

I get killed or hurt brutally

my last one I can describe vividly

I was with my dad, he drove me around a rough area to teach me a lesson

he shoved me out the car and I.got held by gang members

they all had scalpels and looked at me

they brought some nervous looking dude

they all put their scalpels away and had kitchen knives

the told the nervous dude to.stab me

I was restrained

I.could feel their skin and breath

he stabbed me in the belly twice and chest once and I woke IP

I could see the fear in his eyes

and when I woke up I had a numb sensation in the places I got stabbed

 

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I took time.to.write this out

 

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I don't want to be stabber