Dropped out of hs this week n now depressed asf

[Ctrozo]

I thought I had hope, but on that registration day, I just chose to give up. I remembered I told myself it woudlve been diff last yr n the yr after that. N nothin changed.
So I gave up that morning officially n got a job this week. ok im making money now. but what is this even worth man. I dedicated my entire life these past few yrs to working on myself to experience teen love, having friends, parties. Now fucking what do I have bro. The social skills I developed n the amt of effort I put into my looks all for nothing. I cnt even bother to looksmax anymore. No one to talk to at work. The money is worthless to me other than for utilities. It’s fucking brutal man.

Please help me, give me some cope to get me thru this. I told myself I would rope when I had to start wageslaving. Currently I’m hesitant n maybe pussying out. But if this goes on, I don’t know..

 

[truep0lishguy]

idk dude
depends on your hobbies, you can spend money on things that make you happy