Drunk and rotting away

[RAITEIII]

I don't know how it's possible that in the last 3 days I've been off work everything I did was just stay in bed. 23 hours laying on my bed and 1 hour buying some shit to eat... somehow I feel completely exhausted. I don't feel like I've had any rest. My body back aches, my body aches. Don't want to eat. Dont want to drink a glass of water in 2 days. Don't want to do skincare routine. Don't want to do nothing just rot away and start to look worse.

How can I have such a rapid decline in barely 3 days? How can my life turn upside down.

I'm fucking drunk right now and I cannot believe it. Had to stop on the middle of the street to write this rant before I buy my stupid barbecue wings.

I am so hungry for success I cannot let this happen

 

[WadlowMaxxing]

Force yourself to exercise as hard as you can and it will help

 

[turkproducer]

if you don’t have a passion or purpose this is what happens

same thing is happening to me. idk what i wanna do

 

[RAITEIII]

if you don’t have a passion or purpose this is what happens

same thing is happening to me. idk what i wanna do

My only passion or purpose is looking good.

I repeat: looking good.

half of this world could come to its end and I wouldn't care as long as I were to like how I look.

when I'm about to end up on the street I dont feel sad if Im looking good either because if you look good then everything is going to turn out good. You know why? Because you look good.

and this doesn't mean that I have no projects or that I only think of myself. That's wrong. I have a lot of them and I like to be a helpful lad. The ones u like to befriend with. But one thing doesn't have much to do with the other u know.

I left my destiny of cleaning coronavirus to face my new destiny of lonely christmas. Theres No win for RAITEIII.
I might cope with a tinder giga slut though ( if looking good XD I bet u didn't expect that one)

only God knows what the future will be like buddy boyo.

It's over for my tainted neurotransmitters and it's over for everything. JFL at the amount of willpower this universe expects me to have to reach succes. JFL.

 

[turkproducer]

My only passion or purpose is looking good.

I repeat: looking good.

half of this world could come to its end and I wouldn't care as long as I were to like how I look.

when I'm about to end up on the street I dont feel sad if Im looking good either because if you look good then everything is going to turn out good. You know why? Because you look good.

and this doesn't mean that I have no projects or that I only think of myself. That's wrong. I have a lot of them and I like to be a helpful lad. The ones u like to befriend with. But one thing doesn't have much to do with the other u know.

I left my destiny of cleaning coronavirus to face my new destiny of lonely christmas. Theres No win for RAITEIII.
I might cope with a tinder giga slut though ( if looking good XD I bet u didn't expect that one)

only God knows what the future will be like buddy boyo.

It's over for my tainted neurotransmitters and it's over for everything. JFL at the amount of willpower this universe expects me to have to reach succes. JFL.

lol don’t you already do great on tinder?

don’t know why you desire so much, of course you should improve because being able to get sex means nothing, it should be easy and fun, and never a chore which it is for most men

but i remember you posting your results and they were really good tbh

 

[RAITEIII]

lol don’t you already do great on tinder?

don’t know why you desire so much, of course you should improve because being able to get sex means nothing, it should be easy and fun, and never a chore which it is for most men

but i remember you posting your results and they were really good tbh

You should also remember I mentioned that everyone looked like trash.
Anyway thanks God my days worrying about Tinder sluts are long gone. And it's going to remain that way

Why I desire so much? Because I need to compensate my past. I guess you remember my ancient posts where I talked about it. It was not a larp everything I say is true. If I were to stay in an average level of success in my life then I'd feel pretty much like a failure regardless.

right now I'm praying to lord gandy that larping as a giga slut on only fans will take me out of poverty and least make me half a million dollar in one year so I can pay my 200,000$ leg lengthening and some other expensive surgeries.


Just kidding bro I'm not that crazy.

 

[RAITEIII]

lol don’t you already do great on tinder?

don’t know why you desire so much, of course you should improve because being able to get sex means nothing, it should be easy and fun, and never a chore which it is for most men

but i remember you posting your results and they were really good tbh

For some reason tinder only shows me subhumans I dont quite understand why. I might Like 1 out of 25. I even stopped using that shit. Maybe it's because I've been banned before I guess my IP is messed up somehis

 

[RAITEIII]

lol don’t you already do great on tinder?

don’t know why you desire so much, of course you should improve because being able to get sex means nothing, it should be easy and fun, and never a chore which it is for most men

but i remember you posting your results and they were really good tbh

How are you doing though dog?

 

[GucciMvne]

cope with weed instead

 

[Deleted member 3270]

I am so hungry for success I cannot let this happen

bro don't give up lmaoo