Dutch girls look disgusting

[mulattomaxxer]

My expectations of life in general seem to be way too high tbh. Inceldom is very normal.

Went to a big party yesterday, talked to a lot of different people. I am quite extroverted, especially when I get drunk. Not that that bs matters though.

No ioi's received, no girl started a conversation with me, always came from my side. No real interest/drive shown while girls interacted with me.

You call sub5PSL theory to be autism, but it's true. Unless you are way above average looking, I think it's best to just disregard romance/sex since you can't get attractive women or even beckies for that matter.

Girls are the biggest waste of time, energy and money in the world and I hate myself for wasting so much time in trying to excell at getting them. It never paid off.

I should've remained a kissless virgin at the age of 23, ascension is cope.

This is the end of a chapter. Beginning of something new hopefully.

How old are you now?

 

[Deleted member 275]

How old are you now?

25

this party yesterday blackpilled me hard. It reminded me of how my life has always been. I am putting the pieces back together today of what interactions I had and what happened right now, but I have a massive hangover.

I realize I am extroverted and jestermaxxed, non-stop trying to make fun with people, doing random drinking games, having weird funny conversations. And I realize I have always been like this at parties. The fact I still end up with basically 0 friends and 0 slays/gf is just a big joke tbh.

I am mentally ill and I live in a hell world. I need to come at peace somewhere isolated.

 

[mulattomaxxer]

25

this party yesterday blackpilled me hard. It reminded me of how my life has always been. I am putting the pieces back together today of what interactions I had and what happened right now, but I have a massive hangover.

I realize I am extroverted and jestermaxxed, non-stop trying to make fun with people, doing random drinking games, having weird funny conversations. And I realize I have always been like this at parties. The fact I still end up with basically 0 friends and 0 slays/gf is just a big joke tbh.

I am mentally ill and I live in a hell world. I need to come at peace somewhere isolated.

Maybe your trying to push people away, because you assume they don't like you. Idk maybe im projecting, because this is something I do. If your going out to these parties and having fun with people, they must like you.

I don't have much advice for you, because I am in a slightly worse position then you. I used to jestermaxx but I do it less because I am slightly dead inside. Maybe I have consumed to much redpill content JFL, I remember AMS talking about being chill and calm. If your constantly jestermaxxing people think your trying to hard or compensating. I remember my parents and peers would sometimes call me out when I was jestermaxxing to much. To much humour can be overwhelming, but I don't know your situation.

I used to be normal and extraverted when I was very young, then I became quiet and introverted when I older. I used to compensate with jestermaxxing when I was a tween/teenager, because people used to call me out for being very quite. I also wasn't the priority invite to social events, so maybe jestermaxxing worked out.

Idk, I am sure you will find peace at some point. Your good looking, you just mentally ill as you stated eariler.

 

[Deleted member 14274]

Those girls look average. Not good.

Maybe below average

 

[MiroslavBulldosex]

Nordic girls in general (I know the Dutch aren't actually Nordic but you get the point) are the most overrated group of females, mainly because of ethnics who will worship any female with fair skin, blonde hair and light eyes.

 

[MiroslavBulldosex]

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She got frenched by a med right winger chad btw

 

[gamma]

med right winger chad

 

[Deleted member 275]

Maybe your trying to push people away, because you assume they don't like you. Idk maybe im projecting, because this is something I do. If your going out to these parties and having fun with people, they must like you.

I don't have much advice for you, because I am in a slightly worse position then you. I used to jestermaxx but I do it less because I am slightly dead inside. Maybe I have consumed to much redpill content JFL, I remember AMS talking about being chill and calm. If your constantly jestermaxxing people think your trying to hard or compensating. I remember my parents and peers would sometimes call me out when I was jestermaxxing to much. To much humour can be overwhelming, but I don't know your situation.

I used to be normal and extraverted when I was very young, then I became quiet and introverted when I older. I used to compensate with jestermaxxing when I was a tween/teenager, because people used to call me out for being very quite. I also wasn't the priority invite to social events, so maybe jestermaxxing worked out.

Idk, I am sure you will find peace at some point. Your good looking, you just mentally ill as you stated eariler.

Yeah I push people away too, can't help it. Mental illness has consumed me, it is what it is. I never chose my brain or personality either.

good post, thanks fam

 

[oatmeal]

My expectations of life in general seem to be way too high tbh. Inceldom is very normal.

Went to a big party yesterday, talked to a lot of different people. I am quite extroverted, especially when I get drunk. Not that that bs matters though.

No ioi's received, no girl started a conversation with me, always came from my side. No real interest/drive shown while girls interacted with me.

You call sub5PSL theory to be autism, but it's true. Unless you are way above average looking, I think it's best to just disregard romance/sex since you can't get attractive women or even beckies for that matter.

Girls are the biggest waste of time, energy and money in the world and I hate myself for wasting so much time in trying to excell at getting them. It never paid off.

I should've remained a kissless virgin at the age of 23, ascension is cope.

This is the end of a chapter. Beginning of something new hopefully.

well its your choice really. although why would you wish you were still kv?

 

[Beetlejuice]

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these Dutch women look like goddesses next to the Brazilian ones

are you from jundiai?sheeit

 

[Deleted member 275]

well its your choice really. although why would you wish you were still kv?

Not knowing what I am missing out on.

 

[Timelessbrah]

Not knowing what I am missing out on.

You are missing out on a lot. Time is passing by dude. Hope you make it someday.

 

[Deleted member 275]

You are missing out on a lot. Time is passing by dude. Hope you make it someday.

Ive been realizing i am a standardcel, not just with women but i have become very perfectionist with life in general. Career, social relations, etc. No doubt some kind of defense mechanism.

It leads to a life of high cortisol, lack of experiences and holding out for something 'great' that never comes. Life is too short to wait for better social opportunities, prettier women, a better job, a better family. You take what you can get and go from there. Doing this, chances are you will get further than holding out anyways. You can always upgrade later down the line.

I went on nofap for 3 days to get horny enough that it made me message all these women i would otherwise consider unappealing. They seem very interested regardless of what I say and I could get easy dates and lays with these women. Atleast till I get bored of that or it becomes less appealing. Then I can set new goals and go from there.

Kinda shows game is complete cope too when it becomes irrelevant the moment you start hitting on girls that are worse looking and can get instant succes tbh. Is what it is. Gonna keep looksmaxxing but legit 0 reason for me to not enjoy what i can already get right now.

And I wouldve given my old ugly 16yo self the same advice. I have no doubt that i couldve hit on even uglier chicks than me, chubby low tier beckies psl3, and gotten some success.

I wouldnt have ended up 23yo khhv, probably with less mental damage, more confidence and more happiness overall. Or atleast figured out slaying whales aint it and moved on faster, looksmaxxed faster. Or not, guess life couldve turned out different in a lot of ways.

 

[GandyIsNormie]

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