Early childhood was the best time of my life.

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One of the most brutal pills for me. It sometimes makes me cry like a low t softy. Back when i was in kindergarten i was popular, atleast the first year of kindergarten. I had friends that i played. I wasn't even NT (already was diagnosed with aspergers at 4 JFL) yet i still was on a similar level on social skills compared to my classmates. I did well in school and i was praised for being able to properly read at 4 and tell the time at the same age. I excelled at all of the "subjects". I picked up stuff i learned well. I was regularly invited to play at other kids houses after school until the 1st grade. All the boys who later became popular kids we're friends, or atleast not on bad terms with me. I even had female friends. They also liked me because they always asked me to show them my cock, which i did. They sadly never sucked it. One of them most likely would have turned out to be a HTN/Stacylite at minimum. I went to a regular white school. Teachers we're nice to me. Only downside to that time period between age 3-5/6 was the fact that my mother wasn't always there for me and was an alcoholic at the time.

Fast forward to 2022 and i have no social life at all. Haven't had a real friend since 4th grade. I'm currently just above average on school level and grades, how ever i still believe i am intellectually superior. I'm not at a regular school anymore. I've been bullied every grade since 1st grade. I am invisible to girls, let alone stacylites. I've been brutally blackpilled and realise the flaws of our society. I am busy with topics like the blackpill and problems in our society. I realise that i won't get anywhere in life as a high T high IQ non-NT LTN manlet. I know it's over. My life is currently at an all time low. Almost nothing makes me truly happy anymore. Copes don' t work anymore. I don't have any hobbies or skills. I have some interests like soccer/football and "conspiracy theories" though. I know it's over. If i could go back knowing this would be my sad lonely life i would and change everything.

I'm crying while writing this. I had potential. But now it's too late and i can't go back.
 
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I miss having the "magical" perspective and feeling i used to have about the world when i was a kid. If i only i could go back in time, i would have enjoyed every last second of my childhood.
 
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I miss having the "magical" perspective and feeling i used to have about the world when i was a kid. If i only i could go back in time, i would have enjoyed every last second of my childhood.
Everything felt good and magical. Everything was positive. I should have enjoyed it more.
 
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Fakecel if your family didn't abuse you since 1 year old
 
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Tl;dr

Just fuck childcels. I hate that they had what I never had, so now I want to see them fail in every possible way.
 
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Didn’t read
 
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it makes me sad. Some of those memories are getting very blurry
 
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And then you got the phone and internet.
 
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Tl;dr

Just fuck childcels. I hate that they had what I never had, so now I want to see them fail in every possible way.
>Just fuck childcels
What did you mean by this bro?
 
>Just fuck childcels
What did you mean by this bro?
Incels who's lives ended when they turned adult. Childhoodcels might've been a better term.
 
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Swallow the age pill. 5 years from now on you‘ll wish you were here. Everybody wishes they could go back.

Thats why I ascended with most women whenever I had the opportunity and fought with whatever I had in early childhood that now I don’t regret it. I have regrets academically and etc but not in terms of dating.
 
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Incels who's lives ended when they turned adult. Childhoodcels might've been a better term.
you hate them because they had a better childhood then you?
and now u want to fuck them becasue they are losers?
 
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my early childhood

War Mcr GIF by My Chemical Romance
 
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its over
 
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you hate them because they had a better childhood then you?
and now u want to fuck them becasue they are losers?
I'm being a tad hyperbolic, but I feel bit of distain when I hear people complaining about muh childhood. Some of us didn't even have it good growing up so just like shut up bruv you had what some of us only dreamed of.

Not sure what you mean by want to fuck tho' haha I didn't say that
 
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I'm being a tad hyperbolic, but I feel bit of distain when I hear people complaining about muh childhood. Some of us didn't even have it good growing up so just like shut up bruv you had what some of us only dreamed of.

Not sure what you mean by want to fuck tho' haha I didn't say that
why do these people complain about their childhoods in your opinion?
 
why do these people complain about their childhoods in your opinion?
No they don't complain about their childhood. They complain that they miss their childhood. It's offensive to people who didn't have a good childhood. Or maybe I'm just an easily offended bitch :cry:
 
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No they don't complain about their childhood. They complain that they miss their childhood. It's offensive to people who didn't have a good childhood. Or maybe I'm just an easily offended bitch :cry:
Snowflake
 
No they don't complain about their childhood. They complain that they miss their childhood. It's offensive to people who didn't have a good childhood. Or maybe I'm just an easily offended bitch :cry:
Typical SJW logic holy fuck
 
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