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One of the most brutal pills for me. It sometimes makes me cry like a low t softy. Back when i was in kindergarten i was popular, atleast the first year of kindergarten. I had friends that i played. I wasn't even NT (already was diagnosed with aspergers at 4 JFL) yet i still was on a similar level on social skills compared to my classmates. I did well in school and i was praised for being able to properly read at 4 and tell the time at the same age. I excelled at all of the "subjects". I picked up stuff i learned well. I was regularly invited to play at other kids houses after school until the 1st grade. All the boys who later became popular kids we're friends, or atleast not on bad terms with me. I even had female friends. They also liked me because they always asked me to show them my cock, which i did. They sadly never sucked it. One of them most likely would have turned out to be a HTN/Stacylite at minimum. I went to a regular white school. Teachers we're nice to me. Only downside to that time period between age 3-5/6 was the fact that my mother wasn't always there for me and was an alcoholic at the time.
Fast forward to 2022 and i have no social life at all. Haven't had a real friend since 4th grade. I'm currently just above average on school level and grades, how ever i still believe i am intellectually superior. I'm not at a regular school anymore. I've been bullied every grade since 1st grade. I am invisible to girls, let alone stacylites. I've been brutally blackpilled and realise the flaws of our society. I am busy with topics like the blackpill and problems in our society. I realise that i won't get anywhere in life as a high T high IQ non-NT LTN manlet. I know it's over. My life is currently at an all time low. Almost nothing makes me truly happy anymore. Copes don' t work anymore. I don't have any hobbies or skills. I have some interests like soccer/football and "conspiracy theories" though. I know it's over. If i could go back knowing this would be my sad lonely life i would and change everything.
I'm crying while writing this. I had potential. But now it's too late and i can't go back.
Fast forward to 2022 and i have no social life at all. Haven't had a real friend since 4th grade. I'm currently just above average on school level and grades, how ever i still believe i am intellectually superior. I'm not at a regular school anymore. I've been bullied every grade since 1st grade. I am invisible to girls, let alone stacylites. I've been brutally blackpilled and realise the flaws of our society. I am busy with topics like the blackpill and problems in our society. I realise that i won't get anywhere in life as a high T high IQ non-NT LTN manlet. I know it's over. My life is currently at an all time low. Almost nothing makes me truly happy anymore. Copes don' t work anymore. I don't have any hobbies or skills. I have some interests like soccer/football and "conspiracy theories" though. I know it's over. If i could go back knowing this would be my sad lonely life i would and change everything.
I'm crying while writing this. I had potential. But now it's too late and i can't go back.