eating isn't fun to me

[hax]

with little to no good food at home, i don’t feel like eating anymore;
what was once my passion has turned into a chore.

when i have any kind of food in my mouth other than meat, i just want to spit it out on my parents.
it’s a natural reaction, even though they keep saying it’s “healthy for me” i just can't get to find happiness in eating it.

i’ve eaten so much slop over the past year or two that i don’t even get pleasure from cereal anymore.
now i just wake up and look for the cheapest candy i can chew/suck on to suppress my appetite until i get forced to eat.


it's a shame because i crave meat so badly on the daily, now i just stick to watching muckbangs.
and please don't come with that bs generic advice because, yes, i did try everything.

 

[imontheloose]

Food disgusts me. It’s cement being poured over my bones. The only thing that keeps me going many a time is seeing the number on the scale goes down.

 

[hax]

Food disgusts me. It’s cement being poured over my bones. The only thing that keeps me going many a time is seeing the number on the scale goes down.

the numbers can't go lower from here. i want food, my energy is at an all time low and my health indicators are done for.

 

[imontheloose]

the numbers can't go lower from here. i want food, my energy is at an all time low and my health indicators are done for.

What’s your BMI?

 

[hax]

What’s your BMI?

just calculated and i should be around 17.3 (i have no idea what this means)

 

[Deleted member 280441]

what was once my passion has turned into a chore.

Read until here.

Just throw some junk food down your gullet and eating will become so fun

 

[imontheloose]

just calculated and i should be around 17.3 (i have no idea what this means)

I’m about 16.5 BMI, I will reach 15 and likely just blow my cranium off

 

[gymcelld]

I’m pretty sure David laid was talking about this

 

[hax]

Read until here.

Just throw some junk food down your gullet and eating will become so fun

i would eat so much but extreme family restrictions stop me from doing so.
typing that as i just got screamed on for eating an egg without my parent's consent.

 

[hax]

I’m about 16.5 BMI, I will reach 15 and likely just blow my cranium off

i'm still not super educated on the subject but i will definitely do the same once i turn 18.
i just didn't want to end up not eating before actually reaching "adult" age.

 

[Deleted member 280441]

i would eat so much but extreme family restrictions stop me from doing so.
typing that as i just got screamed on for eating an egg without my parent's consent.

Nobody likes the food at home.

You're normal bro.

 

[imontheloose]

i'm still not super educated on the subject but i will definitely do the same once i turn 18.
i just didn't want to end up not eating before actually reaching "adult" age.

Don’t be like me. I’m a disgrace. My body may look fine to you in my pics but I’m a very unwell individual, I pass out from very basic activities.

 

[hax]

Nobody likes the food at home.

You're normal bro.

there is no food at home

 

[hax]

Don’t be like me. I’m a disgrace. My body may look fine to you in my pics but I’m a very unwell individual, I pass out from very basic activities.

side effects of being a slayer

 

[imontheloose]

side effects of being a slayer

Cope. This body only attracts ana girls and wholesome kitty boys (akhem akhem)