Emasculation

[Prøphet]

I think a very large part of my mental problems / shadow comes from constant emasculation and humiliation throughout my life, even as a kid, just always being the weakest one, being short, quiet weak voice, super thin build twig arms, narrow frame, etc, and then when you pair that with being neurodivergent it’s genuinely hell. Literally always the odd one out, always singled out, etc. Whenever I would try to engage socially, I would get absolutely dominated and brutalized. I think this combo pushes a lot of struggling young men into the whole trans pipeline, which is really much closer to LM than people are comfortable to admit. Both are using the dominant social dynamics as a sort of substrate to try and achieve the individual’s “ascension”. It’s basically a slave-master revenge fantasy taking the form of something else.

Anyways it would probably feel so good to blast a bunch of roids if my hair genetics weren’t so shit.

 

[Prøphet]

I guess my point is I know many others here doing this whole Looksmaxxing thing really as a means to heal old scars

I still don’t know if it’s the right answer, but I do know it has to better than what I’m dealing with in this moment, and what I lived through in my past. I am in a debt to my old self to give birth to a new one.

 

[Prøphet]

@soapbubble @Matrix88

 

[Prøphet]

@FiendFiend I used to tag you in a bunch of these kinds of threads Jfl, really I’m probably just regurgitating something Ive already said before but just curious what you think

 

[tansel]

tagging the whole forum but me

are we not like best friends dude

 

[Prøphet]

tagging the whole forum but me

are we not like best friends dude

you just never struck me as a mentalcel

 

[AryanTrvecel]

I think a very large part of my mental problems / shadow comes from constant emasculation and humiliation throughout my life, even as a kid, just always being the weakest one, being short, quiet weak voice, super thin build twig arms, narrow frame, etc, and then when you pair that with being neurodivergent it’s genuinely hell. Literally always the odd one out, always singled out, etc. Whenever I would try to engage socially, I would get absolutely dominated and brutalized. I think this combo pushes a lot of struggling young men into the whole trans pipeline, which is really much closer to LM than people are comfortable to admit. Both are using the dominant social dynamics as a sort of substrate to try and achieve the individual’s “ascension”. It’s basically a slave-master revenge fantasy taking the form of something else.

Anyways it would probably feel so good to blast a bunch of roids if my hair genetics weren’t so shit.

Did you ascend yet

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

was about to comment 'blast roids' then i read the last line

 

[tansel]

you just never struck me as a mentalcel

im not

but i would still like to be tagged if ur tagging other people

 

[Prøphet]

Did you ascend yet

No it’s gonna take a long time

It’s gonna take lots of time and money and suffering

Years probably to finish my surgeries

But I have to commit myself to it because there’s no other future for me

 

[Prøphet]

im not

but i would still like to be tagged if ur tagging other people

R you sure bro

This shit probably sounds so depressing to you

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

I think this combo pushes a lot of struggling young men into the whole trans pipeline, which is really much closer to LM than people are comfortable to admit.

female to male transgenderism is mostly lesbian butch women who want to do 'man things' or foids who are envy of male social position and want to get into them(this has been getting rarer because of the cultural shift and foids having gained a lot of social attention in the west in the past 10 -15 years or so)

male to female transgenderism is mostly incels who realize sex is more readily available to 'female' so they larp as one to try and get more sex

 

[AryanTrvecel]

No it’s gonna take a long time

It’s gonna take lots of time and money and suffering

Years probably to finish my surgeries

But I have to commit myself to it because there’s no other future for me

Are you still a height, voice, and framecel though

 

[Prøphet]

female to male transgenderism is lesbian butch women who want to do 'man things'

male to female transgenderism is mostly incels who realize sex is more readily available to 'female' so they larp as one to try and get more sex

Yeah pretty much

And that the public weakness of autism is infinitely more bearable as a woman than a bottom percentile expendable man

 

[Prøphet]

Are you still a height, voice, and framecel though

I’m 5’9 with a horrible frame and my voice was never high pitched or anything I just have horrible monotone cadence / affect due to neurodivergence which is still there even though I tried to get rid of it for years

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Yeah pretty much

And that the public weakness of autism is infinitely more bearable as a woman

i've dated a slightly autistic girl last year of law school

i thought her autism made her extra cute

 

[AryanTrvecel]

I’m 5’9 with a horrible frame

Same bro

 

[Prøphet]

i've dated a slightly autistic girl last year of law school

i thought her autism made her extra cute

Yeah

The traits of autism are endearing on women, but sickening on men

 

[AryanTrvecel]

male to female transgenderism is mostly incels who realize sex is more readily available to 'female' so they larp as one to try and get more sex

Yeah but why would you larp as a woman by trooning out its permanent and you will literally be getting fucked by guys

 

[tansel]

R you sure bro

This shit probably sounds so depressing to you

why

i consider you a good friend of mine

i want to know if ur good or not

 

[Prøphet]

Yeah but why would you larp as a woman by trooning out its permanent and you will literally be getting fucked by guys

If it’s just hormones it’s not permanent I don’t think

It really is just chadification but in the opposite direction

And for the last part idk don’t a lot of them become lesbian


Or maybe the hormones turns them gay

 

[Prøphet]

why

i consider you a good friend of mine

i want to know if ur good or not

Kind of you bro

You know I fw you too it’s just

Now that you’re surgerymaxxed I don’t get why you still rot here lol

 

[overthefalls]

Anyways it would probably feel so good to blast a bunch of roids if my hair genetics weren’t so shit.

stitch a wig permanently into your scalp and blast as much you want twin

 

[Prøphet]

stitch a wig permanently into your scalp and blast as much you want twin

I wish that was possible

Instead of a hair transplant it would be a hair implant

Just surgically attached system

I wonder why no one thought of that

 

[AryanTrvecel]

If it’s just hormones it’s not permanent I don’t think

Pretty sure it is but wtv

It really is just chadification but in the opposite direction

Most of them r ugly ash tho

And for the last part idk don’t a lot of them become lesbian


Or maybe the hormones turns them gay

Maybe, though if you’re going to actually troon out u were probably gay or bisexual anyway

We’ve all thought about doing it tho

 

[Prøphet]

Pretty sure it is but wtv

Most of them r ugly ash tho

Maybe, though if you’re going to actually troon out u were probably gay or bisexual anyway

We’ve all thought about doing it tho

I mean if you take a bunch of estrogen and block test couldn’t you just hop off and switch to test

I meant intent not results

Who’s we

 

[tansel]

Now that you’re surgerymaxxed I don’t get why you still rot here lol

buddy i like talking about looks & general topics of the day, & i have a lot of time since i’m neetmaxing for now

my day is not complete without talking to users like you

good buddy prophet

 

[AryanTrvecel]

I mean if you take a bunch of estrogen and block test couldn’t you just hop off and switch to test

I meant intent not results

Who’s we

I mean I guess but what happens if your hips are already widened, you already have breasts, feminized facial features, ass, and your dih and balls shrink to like 4cm I don’t know which would go back

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Yeah but why would you larp as a woman by trooning out its permanent and you will literally be getting fucked by guys

1- theres a sexual deviation called autogymnephilia - the classical definition being when a man feels sexual arousal by imagining himself as a woman. One of the root causes is the man who is sexually attracted to women, when he sees himself as one, has an easier access to the object of desire - a sexualized "woman". Even though he might engage with sex with men; he does so only to further fulfil his "female role" - the focus of his sexuality is his female performance, not the men "she" engages with. In that perspective, one way to diagnose if the man has autogymnephilia or is just gay is to evaluate if he feels attraction by the men on themselves or only when engaging or imagining him performing as a female with them

2- trans "lesbians" - sex is more readily available to women so a man might go troon with the idea that it will be easier to pull queer women that way

 

[AryanTrvecel]

1- theres a sexual deviation called autogymnephilia - the classical definition being when a man feels sexual arousal by imagining himself as a woman. One of the root causes is the man who is sexually attracted to women, when he sees himself as one, has an easier access to the object of desire - a sexualized "woman". Even though he might engage with sex with men; he does so only to further fulfil his "female role" - the focus of his sexuality is his female performance, not the men "she" engages with. In that perspective, one way to diagnose if the man has autogymnephilia or is just gay is to evaluate if he feels attraction by the men on themselves or only when engaging or imagining him performing as a female with them

2- trans "lesbians" - sex is more readily available to women so a man might go troon with the idea that it will be easier to pull queer women that way

WE all have the first one

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

WE all have the first one

Not rare but not everybody has it. Personally I dont have it, at most ive thought "what i would do if i was a girl, id be a lesbian probably" but not get aroused at the idea of being a woman. Might be because i dont have a good self image and I cant see myself as attractive; let alone an attractive member of the opposite gender