Embarrassing story for antisocial weirdo

[cornflakes]

In class I got back from doing a assignment which my teacher made me do outside and as I come in he is standing in the middle of the fucking door and because I am to dumb or autistic to ask him to move I basically walk into him and bump him out of the way In front of the whole class I than sit down and lose my mental because of how humiliated I felt idk if anyone relates to this but I feel like most people assume that autistic people just act weird and do not process things like humiliation or embarrassment but in fact i feel it the most for how i am and constantly feel like everyone thinks im strange or weird almost like my existence is a joke to them. Tell me if anyone relates to being not like everyone else yet being hyper aware