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at late 15/early16,i deathgriped my dick,dry,with a towel,(cuz i hated the sticky feeling)
did it for 40 minutes to a hour,continously clenching my dick,pelvis floor hard
death gripping ,dry with a towel.it hurted my dick head,causing it to well,and caused a strain/trauma in my pelvic floor,it became hyperactive,very tight
giving me hard flaccid syndrome and temp. swelling of the shaft and glans
i went to many doctor,they just give me meds, to reduce swelling but nothing for my erect shaft at flaccid state
most doctor no nothing about this shit
i cried to my mom,lied that i did some penis stretching ex. called jelqing from the internet(actually jelqing also hurted my pelvic floor too)
she took a half day from office
,i seached for ed doctors on the web,but my dumb low iq trad mom took me to her known family friend nursing home
one old doctor,his young tall light skin son and a young women
my turn came,i got in there,i shuttered and talked about my problem,as they were looking at me,esp the female,
i explained how i hurted my pelvic floor,giving me soft glans,and erect shaft even at flaccid
i told him i can still get erect but
he cut me in the middle and replied,ok,so you have mental health problem going on,i said yes
but the main problem is hard flaccid,
he just gave me a female therapist address,to visit her
i embarrassingly left
i visited the therapist,thinking that it will solve my problem
,slightly fat but light skinned above avg looking,high class educated women in 20s/30s
i enter i starred at her,waiting for her permission to sit,but she also kept looking at me
i explained to her about hard flaccid again
she thinks i am a coomer
tells me how is it healthy to jack off,its normal for my age(16)
she tells "you can masturbate 8 times in a day"(i know)
,asks me if i had sex,i lied ,yes
,and i changed the topic to the main problem
,that i have a hyper active pelvic floor,
she asks me "am i gay" and "do i took from the back"
i said no,never,its bcoz ,i death gripped hard,
i dont think she undertood my problem
she then brings my mom in,she asked how am i at school n stuff
my mom told her"that i got agression problem ,i dont talk much "
and my mom exposed me for a being neet basement dweller,in front of her(i dropped out from school at mid 11 grade,cuz no money for fees)
i angrly stood up from the seat,in front of her,and said "stop lying mom" and i go to school,my mom got quiet.and the therapist weirdly starring at me
,she wonder what i got myself into
then gave me a some excercise stuff to do,and some anxiety meds etc,and get a testo check,(she still think its some mental thing)
that doctor used us ,and wasted our money by sending us to that therapist
and my moms know nothing,she believes everyone
i almost 100% cured my hard flaccid,from reddit/internet,pelvic foor relaxtion excercise
but that moment when i got it,gave me big brain fog and sucidal anxiety,that i still could never recover from
how i didnt killed myself yet,i couldnt believe
i really wish more docs were aware of hard flaccid
did it for 40 minutes to a hour,continously clenching my dick,pelvis floor hard
death gripping ,dry with a towel.it hurted my dick head,causing it to well,and caused a strain/trauma in my pelvic floor,it became hyperactive,very tight
giving me hard flaccid syndrome and temp. swelling of the shaft and glans
i went to many doctor,they just give me meds, to reduce swelling but nothing for my erect shaft at flaccid state
most doctor no nothing about this shit
i cried to my mom,lied that i did some penis stretching ex. called jelqing from the internet(actually jelqing also hurted my pelvic floor too)
she took a half day from office
,i seached for ed doctors on the web,but my dumb low iq trad mom took me to her known family friend nursing home
one old doctor,his young tall light skin son and a young women
my turn came,i got in there,i shuttered and talked about my problem,as they were looking at me,esp the female,
i explained how i hurted my pelvic floor,giving me soft glans,and erect shaft even at flaccid
i told him i can still get erect but
he cut me in the middle and replied,ok,so you have mental health problem going on,i said yes
but the main problem is hard flaccid,
he just gave me a female therapist address,to visit her
i embarrassingly left
i visited the therapist,thinking that it will solve my problem
,slightly fat but light skinned above avg looking,high class educated women in 20s/30s
i enter i starred at her,waiting for her permission to sit,but she also kept looking at me
i explained to her about hard flaccid again
she thinks i am a coomer
tells me how is it healthy to jack off,its normal for my age(16)
she tells "you can masturbate 8 times in a day"(i know)
,asks me if i had sex,i lied ,yes
,and i changed the topic to the main problem
,that i have a hyper active pelvic floor,
she asks me "am i gay" and "do i took from the back"
i said no,never,its bcoz ,i death gripped hard,
i dont think she undertood my problem
she then brings my mom in,she asked how am i at school n stuff
my mom told her"that i got agression problem ,i dont talk much "
and my mom exposed me for a being neet basement dweller,in front of her(i dropped out from school at mid 11 grade,cuz no money for fees)
i angrly stood up from the seat,in front of her,and said "stop lying mom" and i go to school,my mom got quiet.and the therapist weirdly starring at me
,she wonder what i got myself into
then gave me a some excercise stuff to do,and some anxiety meds etc,and get a testo check,(she still think its some mental thing)
that doctor used us ,and wasted our money by sending us to that therapist
and my moms know nothing,she believes everyone
i almost 100% cured my hard flaccid,from reddit/internet,pelvic foor relaxtion excercise
but that moment when i got it,gave me big brain fog and sucidal anxiety,that i still could never recover from
how i didnt killed myself yet,i couldnt believe
i really wish more docs were aware of hard flaccid
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