Emmert procedure for the 6th time

[Starchie]

Mby i rope brother
It pisses me the fuck of
I need to go under the blade once again
I fucking hate surgeries
And yh im a bitch ik
But it cant be right that i need to get this shit done for the 6th FUCKING TIME
Brother idk if i should cry oder be angry but im a bitch so fuck this
Any tips for me to be less „scared“
And this insnt even a guarantee that it doenst get cut the 7th time
I hate my fucking life

 

[Starchie]

And the worde part is that ik that there isnt any other option
And im not that scared of the procedure itsself but the afterpain is insane
U have to know that you dont have anaesthesia and there is a fucking open wound in your toe
It hurts like hell and you cant really walk for 3 days
And that fucking dressing change bc the blood is stuck on that thing and the fucking docs just tear it apart from you nigga fuck ts
I already know the pain that is comming but it cant be helped weve tried everything before and i have this shit for 2y now
The 2 syringes honestly doensnt hurt but yh its cool tbh feeling your toe go numb and then you just lay there while the surgeons cut your toe open wow and they make a rubber thingy around your toe to stop blood flow
Then they to the cut thingy they take the rubbershit of and make a bandage around your whole foot so you cant get in your shoes
Then you go home and i swear on everything once that blood starts going back IT FUCKING HEARTS LIKE HELL and it bleeds like crazy bc theres an open wound but yh ig what needs to be done needs to be done

 

[Starchie]

Actually just one reply to boost my mood would help

 

[alurmo]

Mby i rope brother
It pisses me the fuck of
I need to go under the blade once again
I fucking hate surgeries
And yh im a bitch ik
But it cant be right that i need to get this shit done for the 6th FUCKING TIME
Brother idk if i should cry oder be angry but im a bitch so fuck this
Any tips for me to be less „scared“
And this insnt even a guarantee that it doenst get cut the 7th time
I hate my fucking life

OK GrAY

 

[alurmo]

And the worde part is that ik that there isnt any other option
And im not that scared of the procedure itsself but the afterpain is insane
U have to know that you dont have anaesthesia and there is a fucking open wound in your toe
It hurts like hell and you cant really walk for 3 days
And that fucking dressing change bc the blood is stuck on that thing and the fucking docs just tear it apart from you nigga fuck ts
I already know the pain that is comming but it cant be helped weve tried everything before and i have this shit for 2y now
The 2 syringes honestly doensnt hurt but yh its cool tbh feeling your toe go numb and then you just lay there while the surgeons cut your toe open wow and they make a rubber thingy around your toe to stop blood flow
Then they to the cut thingy they take the rubbershit of and make a bandage around your whole foot so you cant get in your shoes
Then you go home and i swear on everything once that blood starts going back IT FUCKING HEARTS LIKE HELL and it bleeds like crazy bc theres an open wound but yh ig what needs to be done needs to be done

OK GrAY

 

[alurmo]

Actually just one reply to boost my mood would help

3 sefl replies

 

[Starchie]

OK GrAY

Are u jewish by any chance

 

[Starchie]

3 sefl replies

Yh to add up my story

 

[alurmo]

Are u jewish by any chance

im anti joo im anti troon im anti normie im anti grey im anti foids
AMA

 

[Starchie]

im anti joo im anti troon im anti normie im anti grey im anti foids
AMA

 

[alurmo]

>(with grey username)

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

Are u jewish by any chance

Yeah he is.

 

[Starchie]

Yeah he is.