Dr. Miami
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To my backstory, i got diagnosed with ADHD and depression back in highschool days.
Am I the only one who experiences crazy mood swings after browsing psl? i always had slight ones, that i could influence with coffein, sleeping medication, etc but
after finding this site, i feel like the mood swings got worse. Like sometimes I look in the mirror, and I think to myself "Well, thats a handsome lad, 6psl nocap", but on other times I feel really depressed and would rate my looks 3psl.
One time I feel like whites are going extinct, and that the great replacement is not just a stupid conspiracy theory, but is actually happening right now. But then on the other hands, the jews are right about the goyim. The average human being is a egoistical, blinded by their own narcissism consum victims, and you being superior to them allows you to take advantage of them. Since they were made for you taking advantage of them.
Sometimes I value human beings, eventhough they are trash, alot, and on other times I just couldnt care.
One moment im giga traditionalist (inceltrait) and then switch up to being a gigadegen thinking about how I can fuck everything that has 2legs.
And it shows with my motivation aswell, its not linear, sometimes I feel like i have unlimited energy, and sometimes I cant get out of my bed for hours.
One thing that I also have to add is that those feelings are getting "triggered", they are NOT random.
Does anyone experience something similar? Or am i developing a BPD, which could be plausible, since I have ADHD in the first place, and 25% of ADHD-cels develop BPD throught the years. But then again, my mood swings have a trigger.
Thoughts? Anyone experience that aswell?
Am I the only one who experiences crazy mood swings after browsing psl? i always had slight ones, that i could influence with coffein, sleeping medication, etc but
after finding this site, i feel like the mood swings got worse. Like sometimes I look in the mirror, and I think to myself "Well, thats a handsome lad, 6psl nocap", but on other times I feel really depressed and would rate my looks 3psl.
One time I feel like whites are going extinct, and that the great replacement is not just a stupid conspiracy theory, but is actually happening right now. But then on the other hands, the jews are right about the goyim. The average human being is a egoistical, blinded by their own narcissism consum victims, and you being superior to them allows you to take advantage of them. Since they were made for you taking advantage of them.
Sometimes I value human beings, eventhough they are trash, alot, and on other times I just couldnt care.
One moment im giga traditionalist (inceltrait) and then switch up to being a gigadegen thinking about how I can fuck everything that has 2legs.
And it shows with my motivation aswell, its not linear, sometimes I feel like i have unlimited energy, and sometimes I cant get out of my bed for hours.
One thing that I also have to add is that those feelings are getting "triggered", they are NOT random.
Does anyone experience something similar? Or am i developing a BPD, which could be plausible, since I have ADHD in the first place, and 25% of ADHD-cels develop BPD throught the years. But then again, my mood swings have a trigger.
Thoughts? Anyone experience that aswell?