emptiness

[andruscaP]

when does this shit pay off
im sat in the corner of a club where im at w my friends and all i feel is emptiness and depression
i probably have one of the highest ratings here (not trying to fish butwtvr) ,but being 5,8 is genuinely raping me i cant talk to anyone, i feel like shit
my friends dont understand me, they dont get how high my inhib is and how socially fucked i am despite looking fine
im not larping as an incel i dont want to offend anyone i js want to know if anyone here has ascended and felt good abt going and talking to ppl
i genuinely cant take this feeling anymore i feel like im pretending to be human amongst ppl who lofe their lives and interact with others without feeling like a robot
walked in and immediately had consecutive panic attacks from the music and noise (first time in a club)
im not diagnosed nd but i have stront suspicions
any words of encouragement are welcome
or flame my ahh ik im pathetic

 

[Wicket]

It never gets better speaking from experience
Do something that makes you happy and do it a lot
Its the only thing that'll keep you sane

 

[andruscaP]

It never gets better speaking from experience
Do something that makes you happy and do it a lot
Its the only thing that'll keep you sane

i js want to learn how to socialse in places where idk anyone, are there ways to larp it or am i js fucked
im going to uni next year and if i dont make friends im scared ill end up roping

 

[Wicket]

i js want to learn how to socialse in places where idk anyone, are there ways to larp it or am i js fucked
im going to uni next year and if i dont make friends im scared ill end up roping

Could try some pregab or some shit
Other than that you may be fucked tbh