empty feelings?

[pslturi]

disclaimer: this is NOT me being “corny” or “edgy” or any of that be that you will want to and probably will try and hate on.

this is me sharing how i feel/what i feel

to see if there are others they have the same feelings or thoughts.

i feel weird a lot of times now ik that can mean a lot of things.

i feel empty inside?

like there isn’t anything there and ik that’s “how it should be” but what i mean is emotional i don’t seem to have the feelings that i should for certain things like everyone else does.

it’s like i don’t have such a care in the world? but then at the same time i do? but its a very VERY small group?

i also dont feel like “love” anyone?

like anyone at all. no matter who they are.
i just don’t feel it?

i have only felt love for one person in my life i’m pretty sure.. and even than it didn’t last for long the feelings kinda just faded after awhile

i also feel like every day is just pointless and some bullshit happens every day and it all just stacks up taking up my brain capacity and filling my head with NOTHING at all until it all comes to be too much.

and then even when it all gets to the points to tipping over.. it doesn’t? it kinda just makes space until it’s time to do it all over again.

and again. and again. and again.


i dont really feel “bad” about things that should?

i dont feel “sad” about things that i should?

i dont feel “happy” about things that i should

i sit there and continue with my life and i feel kinda selfish for doing so?

i was in the shower not long ago and it kinda just hit me.. all day today i’ve been feeling very weird like something bad was gonna happen?

like something was just waiting to happen and i knew that it will happen. and i guess a lot of other things just built up and it got abit much.. so i thought i was gonna cry but i didn’t. and i really can’t cry?

i haven’t fully cried in a long time and it’s pretty weird to me considering how much shit has happened

i don’t know i think i just wrote a lot of bullshit that everyone will DNR but yeah. if this made sense to you then good but it probably didn’t

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[pslturi]

dnr

 

[pslturi]

dnr

fuck you faggot kill yourself

 

[dxoforprez]

do drugs

 

[pslturi]

fuck you faggot kill yourself

fuck me?

nigga FUCK YOU bitch ass nigga

 

[zzr]

dnr

 

[pslturi]

do drugs

overrated. i see this everytime i post something like this

“do drugs haha”

no. they are overrated and nothing good comes from them.

wake up

 

[dxoforprez]

overrated. i see this everytime i post something like this

“do drugs haha”

no. they are overrated and nothing good comes from them.

wake up

my bad him

 

[trollfacegod]

Idk live to be happy

 

[pslturi]

Idk live to be happy

if you can’t be happy?

then what

 

[trollfacegod]

if you can’t be happy?

then what

Ok just find a way

 

[dxoforprez]

if you can’t be happy?

then what

do drugs

 

[emogymmaxx]

you have a chemical imbalance in your brain, have you ever used
THC
psilocybin
LSD
or anything of the sort?

 

[pslturi]

you have a chemical imbalance in your brain, have you ever used
THC
psilocybin
LSD
or anything of the sort?

yeah i’ve used THC

hash is what fucked me up a lot
i had a bad night on it and it just gave me hella PTSD for abit

i still had these feelings before tho
but it got a lot worse after that bad high

 

[pslturi]

Ok just find a way

to be happy?

and if you can’t then what?
that’s my whole point

 

[pslturi]

do drugs

drugs won’t make me happy.

they bring nothing but bad memories and bad things

they cause nothing but bad things for me and people around me

 

[emogymmaxx]

yeah i’ve used THC

hash is what fucked me up a lot
i had a bad night on it and it just gave me hella PTSD for abit

i still had these feelings before tho
but it got a lot worse after that bad high

could of been k2 then and you just didnt except it, you could (and i dont recommend) trying to through SSRI'S but those are just big pharma traps in a way, talk to someone about lithium or yk just take matters into your own hands

 

[ImmortalKenDoll]

you have a chemical imbalance in your brain, have you ever used
THC
psilocybin
LSD
or anything of the sort?

im not op but ive used them and idk if they helped as much as i expected them too in fact i feel like it made me realize nothing matters more than ever

like the never ending ladder of looks and status and fame and money is pointless. even after doing so much of shrooms and seeing that all is one and having these mystical experiences you still come back in this world where you're forced to looksmax, roid and go to the gym so that other people can percieve you as worthy of respect and love

 

[xaxanibber]

harsh reality for most of us lol,,,, when you come to accept it you stop rambling ab it,,, which is why most dont,,, making you feel "special" or "unordinary"

 

[trollfacegod]

to be happy?

and if you can’t then what?
that’s my whole point

I tried and seeing people angry brings me joy. Idk abt you but you just gotta try

 

[pslturi]

could of been k2 then and you just didnt except it, you could (and i dont recommend) trying to through SSRI'S but those are just big pharma traps in a way, talk to someone about lithium or yk just take matters into your own hands

im not sure if it was k2

i don’t have much knowledge in that area
ive only had tried THC or weed once before that night and it was an edible (i’ve now smoked abit more since than but not that much only a few times with friends)

my brothers smoke and do all that shit so i got it from them

all i know is that he told me it was “90% true THC hash” and i also hit his bong cuz i didn’t feel the hash at first

overall that night was just horrible i’ve made a thread on it before if you wanna read:
Thread 'me vs hash'
https://looksmax.org/threads/me-vs-hash.1721089/

i don’t remember if i mentioned it in the thread but i had PTSD for about 5 months after that and after that night my derealization got A LOT worse

 

[fortnitelover671]

disclaimer: this is NOT me being “corny” or “edgy” or any of that be that you will want to and probably will try and hate on.

this is me sharing how i feel/what i feel

to see if there are others they have the same feelings or thoughts.

i feel weird a lot of times now ik that can mean a lot of things.

i feel empty inside?

like there isn’t anything there and ik that’s “how it should be” but what i mean is emotional i don’t seem to have the feelings that i should for certain things like everyone else does.

it’s like i don’t have such a care in the world? but then at the same time i do? but its a very VERY small group?

i also dont feel like “love” anyone?

like anyone at all. no matter who they are.
i just don’t feel it?

i have only felt love for one person in my life i’m pretty sure.. and even than it didn’t last for long the feelings kinda just faded after awhile

i also feel like every day is just pointless and some bullshit happens every day and it all just stacks up taking up my brain capacity and filling my head with NOTHING at all until it all comes to be too much.

and then even when it all gets to the points to tipping over.. it doesn’t? it kinda just makes space until it’s time to do it all over again.

and again. and again. and again.


i dont really feel “bad” about things that should?

i dont feel “sad” about things that i should?

i dont feel “happy” about things that i should

i sit there and continue with my life and i feel kinda selfish for doing so?

i was in the shower not long ago and it kinda just hit me.. all day today i’ve been feeling very weird like something bad was gonna happen?

like something was just waiting to happen and i knew that it will happen. and i guess a lot of other things just built up and it got abit much.. so i thought i was gonna cry but i didn’t. and i really can’t cry?

i haven’t fully cried in a long time and it’s pretty weird to me considering how much shit has happened

i don’t know i think i just wrote a lot of bullshit that everyone will DNR but yeah. if this made sense to you then good but it probably didn’t

​

Ur corny and soo edgy

 

[emogymmaxx]

im not sure if it was k2

i don’t have much knowledge in that area
ive only had tried THC or weed once before that night and it was an edible

my brothers smoke and do all that shit so i got it from them

all i know is that he told me it was “90% true THC hash” and i also hit his bong cuz i didn’t feel the hash at first

overall that night was just horrible i’ve made a thread on it before if you wanna read:
Thread 'me vs hash'
https://looksmax.org/threads/me-vs-hash.1721089/

i don’t remember if i mentioned it in the thread but i had PTSD for about 5 months after that and after that night my derealization got A LOT worse

OHHHHHHH you probably just got really high, hash is a high % already and then a bong is the strongest way to smoke normal bud, but lithium is great for people who use 19-nors, and just people who need a little bit of a push in the day