Ending my life at 30.

[Absurdist]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

how old are you now btw?

 

[1010]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

 

[7zyzz7]

shit you wont do tbh

 

[1010]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

I triple dog dare you to not do it

 

[Absurdist]

how old are you now btw?

Late teens.

Don't use this as an excuse to dismiss the thought.

With the "oh you're still young everybody goes through this"

 

[lowinhibragecel]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

in the same boat here man

i think ill give myself a few years to live, see out my education for my parents

but im already looking at some methods to leave

the way the world is going i just have no hope and i won't even have people there to help me through it. I don't belong in society. I have no one besides my family. I would just be suffering for no reason

 

[g4rlic]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

at 30 youll prolly feel very very different

 

[Absurdist]

shit you wont do tbh

try me.

 

[Frenchshortcel123]

Late teens.

Don't use this as an excuse to dismiss the thought.

With the "oh you're still young everybody goes through this"

nah dw im in the same situation but im younger and my deadline is sooner, wishing u luck in the rest of ur life tho much love

 

[Absurdist]

at 30 youll prolly feel very very different

I doubt it.

Worsening clinical depression.

Probable bipolar in adulthood soon.

It doesn't get better nigga.

 

[g4rlic]

Late teens.

Don't use this as an excuse to dismiss the thought.

With the "oh you're still young everybody goes through this"

not everybody. i dont even think ur mentality is even really bad to have. you have goals and at least somethings you want to do.

 

[Death_Stalker]

 

[nobodylovesme]

you haven't planned shit, just some romanticized fantasy escape you have to fuel your current suffering. so yeah, you won't do shit, bud

 

[Absurdist]

you haven't planned shit, just some romanticized fantasy escape you have to fuel your current suffering. so yeah, you won't do shit, bud

try me.

 

[lowinhibragecel]

at 30 youll prolly feel very very different

yeah when the world is burning, healthy foods are inacessible and there are 20 data centers next to where they live ( if they can even afford a shitty place) im sure they will feel so different bro

 

[lowinhibragecel]

i hate people who tell you you are wrong or stupid for thinking about or planning suicide

 

[g4rlic]

yeah when the world is burning, healthy foods are inacessible and there are 20 data centers next to where they live ( if they can even afford a shitty place) im sure they will feel so different bro

fair lol

 

[7zyzz7]

try me.

im 25 and my life is just beginning. if you maintain youthful looks its not over until mid 40s even then i think i can keep my looks until my 50s tbh. we know what causes aging now

gelatin coconut oil botox maintain hair avoid pufa stay hydrated

 

[Absurdist]

yeah when the world is burning, healthy foods are inacessible and there are 20 data centers next to where they live ( if they can even afford a shitty place) im sure they will feel so different bro

true

and

this

I doubt it.

Worsening clinical depression.

Probable bipolar in adulthood soon.

It doesn't get better nigga.

 

[Absurdist]

i hate people who tell you you are wrong or stupid for thinking about or planning suicide

wanna know something ironic and absurd.

for my health class i have to record a segment of a video talking about mental health and how to take care of it.

if that isnt fucked idk what is.

 

[Exodus71]

I'll also consider going out when I'm older tbh, I don't want to live to the age where I need to be taken care of by nurses and people I do not know, I'd rather kill myself.

 

[6’7whitechad]

Brooootal BP PILL

 

[lowinhibragecel]

wanna know something ironic and absurd.

for my health class i have to record a segment of a video talking about mental health and how to take care of it.

if that isnt fucked idk what is.

yeah that is absurd

what a cruel world

 

[Absurdist]

Brooootal BP PILL

useless and unfunny reply.

i marked the post serious for a reason.

 

[6’7whitechad]

useless and unfunny reply.

i marked the post serious for a reason.

 

[jflmeister]

at 30 you're probably going to be too mentally exhausted to even kill yourself tbh

 

[unicel.ltn]

wanna know something ironic and absurd.

for my health class i have to record a segment of a video talking about mental health and how to take care of it.

if that isnt fucked idk what is.

nickname checks out

 

[Absurdist]

at 30 you're probably going to be too mentally exhausted to even kill yourself tbh

Doesn't take much to pull a trigger.

 

[unfixable]

what do you believe in after death?

 

[Absurdist]

what do you believe in after death?

No.

 

[unicel.ltn]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

wait do you have a debilitating illness?

 

[Absurdist]

wait do you have a debilitating illness?

Worsening clinical depression.

Probable bipolar in adulthood soon.

It doesn't get better nigga.

 

[dod697206]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

idgaf

 

[peter pan]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

But what's wrong? Like, I'm sure that right now, it feels to you like it's basically everything and that there are so many things wrong, but
idk if you want to describe the main things that come to mind

 

[iblameJonas]

I wish you don't do it but good luck bhai

 

[Absurdist]

But what's wrong? Like, I'm sure that right now, it feels to you like it's basically everything and that there are so many things wrong, but
idk if you want to describe the main things that come to mind

Worsening clinical depression.

Probable bipolar in adulthood soon.

It doesn't get better nigga.

Those are my main issues

People without mental illness do underestimate the power it has over you.

I live in constant physical and mental pain.

I can't even remember the last time I had a good night's rest.

I get 0 enjoyment from anything in life.

Not even jerking off feels good.

I never get anything done.

Medications are no good.

Ive had depression since I was 9 years old.

It is entirely genetic and not some sort of "phase".

 

[PyschoticRay]

I fully intend on doing it.

I've contemplated this for a few months now.

Every single day I'm plagued by my illness and my own personal failings.

It doesn't get better.

I'm not doing it sooner because I want to experience a few things beforehand.

But after 30 theres nothing else I plan on doing.

I've planned it.

It's my deadline.

just do it rn we dont need attention seeking faggots like you on this forum @Mods ban him

 

[Absurdist]

just do it rn we dont need attention seeking faggots like you on this forum @Mods ban him

I'll shoot you first and then me.

 

[PyschoticRay]

I'll shoot you first and then me.

youre sweeter than candy

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

If you still feel like this at 24-25 take a bunch of loans out and fuck bitches for a year or two before roping

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

Those are my main issues

People without mental illness do underestimate the power it has over you.

I live in constant physical and mental pain.

I can't even remember the last time I had a good night's rest.

I get 0 enjoyment from anything in life.

Not even jerking off feels good.

I never get anything done.

Medications are no good.

Ive had depression since I was 9 years old.

It is entirely genetic and not some sort of "phase".

Shiet nvm

 

[ESR]

tbh 30 is kinda early
i would say 40 is the perfect age to end it
cuz u finish ur yought years agepill got u so better to end it

 

[Absurdist]

If you still feel like this at 24-25 take a bunch of loans out and fuck bitches for a year or two before roping

sounds fun. ill try that.

 

[ESR]

sounds fun. ill try that.

get surgeries better than spend those loan on foids
at least living 2 years as a mogger
get girls and become the new amnesia

 

[Absurdist]

get surgeries better than spend those loan on foids
at least living 2 years as a mogger
get girls and become the new amnesia

hopefuel guy

 

[Absurdist]

get surgeries better than spend those loan on foids
at least living 2 years as a mogger
get girls and become the new amnesia

if .org still exists by then ill post my final slay vids.

 

[jwekwwsg]

do it when your 100 years old