tunisianropemaxxer
addicted to nicotine
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Did u try drugs maybe u can get high enough to not care anymoeeI have given up. I can't cope anymore. I'm so tired of living. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. Everything started going downhill two years from now. I have severe anxiety, ocd, autism and Adhd. It's just getting harder and harder to live.
I also developed a fear of school and studying because of the previous nigger shit school I went to. I would really feel uneasy and anxious when I'd start studying. Final exams coming up in 2 weeks and I barely know 2 pages in book. I'll most likely fail them and my parents would make my life a living hell.
On top of all that I am sub 4, I jutt all the time to compensate this. I am also 5'6 at 16 yo, ima fucking ugly midget. I'll most likely stay a midget. At best I'd grow an inch or two.
Anyways so my dad has a Vepr 12F. It's locked up, I know where but I can't find the keys. I've been searching for them. I hope I'll find them tonight. And I hope one shot to my fuckinh deformed sub4 skull kills me instantly.
If anyone's gonna recommend going ER, then No. I'm not a sick fuck. I care about other niggas lives.