Enlightenment doesn't work and happiness isn't real

[neurosis]

I've tried everything from psychedelics, meditating, long periods of isolation, getting on my knees and pleading god for forgiveness but nothing works - I always revert to a state of emotional turmoil, regardless of how much I 'ascend'

Consciousness is hell

 

[StraightHeadJames]

maybe go outisde in the sun retard

 

[StraightHeadJames]

nigga out here taking drugs, meditating/praying (mental ilness) and beign completely isolated (Causes depression in humans)

and then complains he isn't happy. fucking dumbass retard

 

[nobodylovesme]

It's not that deep, bud

Just chill

 

[neurosis]

maybe go outisde in the sun retard

daylight hurts my eyes

 

[VohnnyBoy]

The only solution is a mental diet, don't allow your brain to repeat negative thoughts all day long

 

[neurosis]

nigga out here taking drugs, meditating/praying (mental ilness) and beign completely isolated (Causes depression in humans)

and then complains he isn't happy. fucking dumbass retard

I didn't include 'being one with nature/touching grass' because it's even more retarded than the desperate esoteric methods in op - Yes I've tried it.

Consciousness just sucks and I'm tired of pretending otherwise ; 'kys' - Suicide is cope, consciousness will never end

 

[_MVP_]

ur nöt rich thöugh

 

[StraightHeadJames]

I didn't include 'being one with nature/touching grass' because it's even more retarded than the desperate esoteric methods in op - Yes I've tried it.

Consciousness just sucks and I'm tired of pretending otherwise ; 'kys' - Suicide is cope, consciousness will never end

i agree that consciousness will never end

and i think there are certain esoteric methods that could work for benefits in ur life and mental health as well

but you have to research about it of course, something in the terms of manifestation but it's not the corny shit that u might think, ur choice

Anyways to be happy u need to make choices thatt maek u happy. How can u be unhappy if u keep urself busy with activites that improve ur life in the direction u want it? For me that's going to the gym, eating healthy, improving my looks, meeting girls, working on projects

 

[StraightHeadJames]

daylight hurts my eyes

that's not normal, u probably spent to much time inside for that to happen

 

[neurosis]

i agree that consciousness will never end

and i think there are certain esoteric methods that could work for benefits in ur life and mental health as well

but you have to research about it of course, something in the terms of manifestation but it's not the corny shit that u might think, ur choice

Anyways to be happy u need to make choices thatt maek u happy. How can u be unhappy if u keep urself busy with activites that improve ur life in the direction u want it? For me that's going to the gym, eating healthy, improving my looks, meeting girls, working on projects

It's all cope.

The only solution is to hunt down whoever's responsible for the material universe and trap them in a cage or something

 

[StraightHeadJames]

It's all cope.

The only solution is to hunt down whoever's responsible for the material universe and trap them in a cage or something

maybe the secret to who's responsible for it is counsciousness itself?

 

[gonion wanter]

Some people just aren't meant to be happy, the archons have appointed you as a whipping boy

 

[neurosis]

maybe the secret to who's responsible for it is counsciousness itself?

consciousness is fine, it's just the material universe is a hell realm because it's been tampered by entities in the higher realms

Some people just aren't meant to be happy, the archons have appointed you as a whipping boy

Inshallah I will rape them all in the afterlife