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autistic 8 year neet KV hand atrophy
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Email to my £90k/yr father in response to our brawl. Pure sperg out manchild cringe settings. It's over. Fuck both my useless neglectful parents. Motherfuckers sent me to a school full of knife wielding chav thug cunts. Hope they all die. Let it begin!
"Hiya. Just so you're aware, I'm never working a day in my life ,you'll have to provide for me for the rest of your life. I can also never get jaw surgery due to the state of my teeth, meaning I'll be needing full on implants and crowns by age 30-40, which you'll also have to help me out with financially as I won't be working due to your inaction and pathetic 'be a man' faggot nigger attitude. Also, that surgery did literally nothing to help me. I am going to have to wait another 4 months to get a 3 hour surgery to resect my first rib just so I can move my arm up and down, the muscle atrophy is permanent too. It's so bad I can't even use a PC, it's brachial plexus impingement, for 3 years it's been going on, perfectly mimic's the issue I had.
Idk, it's MINDBLOWING how you expect me to fucking work with all the isuses I have, autism, ADHD, brain damage (frontal lobe damage caused speech delays and learning difficulties, impaired IQ etc, issues with time preference), I'm not fucking working so long as I'm ugly. Fuck you, fuck the dentist, fucking nigger motherfucker.
"YOU DON'T NEED IT." You literally realise, I wake up, fuckign exhausted because I snore and get no fucking sleep all throughotu the fucking day, I cannot believe how fucking stupid and fucking ignorant you are, it's as if you're fucking AI programmed to say all the incorrect things like some fucking ignorant cunt. Fuck you. Fuck you. I will be claiming PIP, already asking at the doctor's for fucking autism assessment, gonna be gettnig £700 a month from the taxpayer for the next 4 years at minimum once it's accepted, but that's what I deserve IMO. Given that I am now borderline disabled mentally and physically, this is what I fucking deserve. I only regret not brushing my teeth and getting my hand sorted, everything else I am glad that I fucking did.
Also btw, the mouse is still fucking dogshit since 2020 december, idk what's up with it. There is NOTHING you can do to help me. Fuck you, fuck my idiot cunt mother, she does NOTHING for me. She was giving me coke and fucking chocolate as my teeth were turning black, I cannot look after myself due to the aforementioned brain damage, I am completely fucking incapable of doing anything. Fuck you, fucking faggot. Compare me to people my age one more time and I swear I will fucking drive a knife through my fucking stomach and remove myself from this shitty fucking cancer life with zero hesitance. I CANNOT GET JAW SURGERY WITH FUCKING DENTAL IMPLANTS, CROWNS OR ANYTHING. MY TEETH ARE FUCKED BEYOND BELIEF. MY ARM IS WASTED AND ATROPHIED DUE TO THE IGNORANCE OF THE FUCKING NIGGER NURSE HAZELAND THE PAKI CUNT COWBOY SOCIOPATH SURGEON DR. SINGH, FUCK HIM. FUCKING NIGGER GAVE ME A FUCKING 7 MINUTE SURGERY FOR A QUICK BUCK, FUCK HIM. HOPE HE FUCKING DIES. I am not doing this shit anymore, I AM FUCKING DONE. I FUCKING QUIT. You must understand, I will NEVER EVER WORK. I cannot do anything now. Also, suggest me therapy one more time, and I will literally fucking destroy myself. Surgery was designed by some fucking European fucking subhuman fucking retard during the early 1900's with the intent of changing the thinking patterns of people with maladaptive cognitions, a maladaptive cognition is a belief that is irrational, like OCD. Do I have OCD? Do I display irrational thinking? If anything, it seems to be the opposite with me, I'd argue that I am highly rational compared to most people, and that I am overly honest and brutal about the realism of any given situation. I love how I have been right about everything when it comes to medical shit, and I have a legit proven sub 100 IQ as well
However yes, since you've probably decided to skip over whatever I wrote, briefly. Fuck you for being against jaw surgery all this time, I'm never going to work a day in my life, I fucking resent you and my mother, I will always be living with you no matter what, I'm sorry for breaking your glasses, but learn to not put hands on someone unless they do it to you first, my arm is atrophied, and there is no reversing skeletal muscle atrophy. Keep telling me to get exercise, fuck you. Fuck you. Also, I can't breathe through my nose, probably because it's been broken about a dozen different times, and my mother never took me to the hospital despite bleeding for 40 minutes, however she did indeed call over her mother, for moral support(?). Fuck it. Fuck everyone. Everyone has it easier than me, imagine, you give birth to some fucking autistic child who survives neonatal meningitis, has a million different learning disorders, you don't fucking get them tested or treated for anything, no braces, no fucking intervention with any form of fucking help when they're developing, you thrust them into a fucking secondary school in some fuckign shithole county with the 3rd highest crime rate in the country, and you wonder why I don't want to do anything, FUCK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. MOTHERFUCKERS. I will fucking KILL. I repeat I will fucking MURDER AND REMOVE ANYONE FROM EXISTENCE who dares threaten to fucking ruin my life even more. I have nothing to fucking live for, I'm ugly, mentally ill, anxious, rotten teeth, nerve damaged, atrophied arm, I cannot even play a single-player fucking game because the pain is so fucking extensive and the weakness is so unrelenting. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW? EUTHANASIA NEEDS TO BE LEGAL.
MY LIFE WAS GREAT UNTIL 2020 WHEN MY ARM FUCKING GAVE IN. FUCK IT ALL. YOU ARE RETARDEDLY IGNORANT AND YOU WILL NEVER ADMIT THIS, IMAGINE THINKING THAT I DON'T WORK BECAUSE IT'S BENEATH ME, RETARD ALERT. LOL
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"Hiya. Just so you're aware, I'm never working a day in my life ,you'll have to provide for me for the rest of your life. I can also never get jaw surgery due to the state of my teeth, meaning I'll be needing full on implants and crowns by age 30-40, which you'll also have to help me out with financially as I won't be working due to your inaction and pathetic 'be a man' faggot nigger attitude. Also, that surgery did literally nothing to help me. I am going to have to wait another 4 months to get a 3 hour surgery to resect my first rib just so I can move my arm up and down, the muscle atrophy is permanent too. It's so bad I can't even use a PC, it's brachial plexus impingement, for 3 years it's been going on, perfectly mimic's the issue I had.
Idk, it's MINDBLOWING how you expect me to fucking work with all the isuses I have, autism, ADHD, brain damage (frontal lobe damage caused speech delays and learning difficulties, impaired IQ etc, issues with time preference), I'm not fucking working so long as I'm ugly. Fuck you, fuck the dentist, fucking nigger motherfucker.
"YOU DON'T NEED IT." You literally realise, I wake up, fuckign exhausted because I snore and get no fucking sleep all throughotu the fucking day, I cannot believe how fucking stupid and fucking ignorant you are, it's as if you're fucking AI programmed to say all the incorrect things like some fucking ignorant cunt. Fuck you. Fuck you. I will be claiming PIP, already asking at the doctor's for fucking autism assessment, gonna be gettnig £700 a month from the taxpayer for the next 4 years at minimum once it's accepted, but that's what I deserve IMO. Given that I am now borderline disabled mentally and physically, this is what I fucking deserve. I only regret not brushing my teeth and getting my hand sorted, everything else I am glad that I fucking did.
Also btw, the mouse is still fucking dogshit since 2020 december, idk what's up with it. There is NOTHING you can do to help me. Fuck you, fuck my idiot cunt mother, she does NOTHING for me. She was giving me coke and fucking chocolate as my teeth were turning black, I cannot look after myself due to the aforementioned brain damage, I am completely fucking incapable of doing anything. Fuck you, fucking faggot. Compare me to people my age one more time and I swear I will fucking drive a knife through my fucking stomach and remove myself from this shitty fucking cancer life with zero hesitance. I CANNOT GET JAW SURGERY WITH FUCKING DENTAL IMPLANTS, CROWNS OR ANYTHING. MY TEETH ARE FUCKED BEYOND BELIEF. MY ARM IS WASTED AND ATROPHIED DUE TO THE IGNORANCE OF THE FUCKING NIGGER NURSE HAZELAND THE PAKI CUNT COWBOY SOCIOPATH SURGEON DR. SINGH, FUCK HIM. FUCKING NIGGER GAVE ME A FUCKING 7 MINUTE SURGERY FOR A QUICK BUCK, FUCK HIM. HOPE HE FUCKING DIES. I am not doing this shit anymore, I AM FUCKING DONE. I FUCKING QUIT. You must understand, I will NEVER EVER WORK. I cannot do anything now. Also, suggest me therapy one more time, and I will literally fucking destroy myself. Surgery was designed by some fucking European fucking subhuman fucking retard during the early 1900's with the intent of changing the thinking patterns of people with maladaptive cognitions, a maladaptive cognition is a belief that is irrational, like OCD. Do I have OCD? Do I display irrational thinking? If anything, it seems to be the opposite with me, I'd argue that I am highly rational compared to most people, and that I am overly honest and brutal about the realism of any given situation. I love how I have been right about everything when it comes to medical shit, and I have a legit proven sub 100 IQ as well
However yes, since you've probably decided to skip over whatever I wrote, briefly. Fuck you for being against jaw surgery all this time, I'm never going to work a day in my life, I fucking resent you and my mother, I will always be living with you no matter what, I'm sorry for breaking your glasses, but learn to not put hands on someone unless they do it to you first, my arm is atrophied, and there is no reversing skeletal muscle atrophy. Keep telling me to get exercise, fuck you. Fuck you. Also, I can't breathe through my nose, probably because it's been broken about a dozen different times, and my mother never took me to the hospital despite bleeding for 40 minutes, however she did indeed call over her mother, for moral support(?). Fuck it. Fuck everyone. Everyone has it easier than me, imagine, you give birth to some fucking autistic child who survives neonatal meningitis, has a million different learning disorders, you don't fucking get them tested or treated for anything, no braces, no fucking intervention with any form of fucking help when they're developing, you thrust them into a fucking secondary school in some fuckign shithole county with the 3rd highest crime rate in the country, and you wonder why I don't want to do anything, FUCK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. MOTHERFUCKERS. I will fucking KILL. I repeat I will fucking MURDER AND REMOVE ANYONE FROM EXISTENCE who dares threaten to fucking ruin my life even more. I have nothing to fucking live for, I'm ugly, mentally ill, anxious, rotten teeth, nerve damaged, atrophied arm, I cannot even play a single-player fucking game because the pain is so fucking extensive and the weakness is so unrelenting. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW? EUTHANASIA NEEDS TO BE LEGAL.
MY LIFE WAS GREAT UNTIL 2020 WHEN MY ARM FUCKING GAVE IN. FUCK IT ALL. YOU ARE RETARDEDLY IGNORANT AND YOU WILL NEVER ADMIT THIS, IMAGINE THINKING THAT I DON'T WORK BECAUSE IT'S BENEATH ME, RETARD ALERT. LOL