the BULL
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I'm at my lowest of the lowest. Bloated, working as a pizza delivery man, very low bank account. Weak body composition, still have a naturally large frame and tall height though. Basically very low SMV on paper. Despite that, while i was waiting in the pizzeria for my order, a girl that fogged basically 99.99% of the girls i've seen in my Life (perfect forward growth, High set full prominent zygos, big lips and cat eyes) started staring intensely at me, sat near me and said "do you want the coochie", while strongly stenching of wet pussy. Basically the highest form of validation i got in my whole Life, while being at my lowest point. That means that my raw genetics Is good that i can still get a Slayer treatment despite being at my lowest potential possible. All i could feel though was Just satisfaction, a sense of sexual control over her, i didn't really want her anymore even though i was miring her looks before that happened, because i already got what i really wanted. I didn't even look at her back, i Just kept waiting for the pizza while She was still getting wet over my mere signt. I think i suffer from a very severe form of narcissism that makes me feel extremely disappointed when i don't receive validation, leading me to negative loopholes, and extremely relieved when i get that. Basically a big fucking waste of good genetics, therefore my Life doesn't have meaning After all, it's Just pointless up and down of my dopamine system without any true achievement be It love or Money, or reproduction. I could basically die right now and not give 2 shit about It