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LtnSlayer666

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so i was just regular kid (i thought that i was regular) and just scrolling tiktok, never had confidence problems, face problems or sum like that, and then i just saw k shami's glowup video i liked but i scrolled it anyway because i thought it was just regular gym glowup video, and then tiktok algorithm was showing more more and more those videos, so i thought that if i drink 3l water everyday and dont eat salt i will be good looking, but every video, it was going deep deep and deep, at the beginning it was great i was happy and yeah it was going pretty well I started to see sum progress, but then i stuck at somewhere i didnt knew what to do, i see reality that it wasnt bloat, it was facefat, eyebags damn when i remember my eyebags that i had 2-3 years ago ugh, i was very depressed i had acne too so those all things ruined my face and i cant even look at my self in the mirror i remember i covered all the mirrors in my house and yeah it was good bc i wasnt looking at my fuckin face, anyways i got bimax surgery, and rhinoplasty, i was late bloomer, so i used to be very short in my class now im 6,1 and still growing i think, btw bimax rhino and puberty saved me, and i reached htn, it was my dream btw, but problems dont end here, so i was thinking that when i reach htn or mtn my life will be a lot easier, and yeah its actually true, its crazy how different people will treat you it was wonderful, but as i said problems dont end here, when im looking at the mirror yeah i see sum progress and yeah i think im good lookin, but when i think abt my life i hate myself how dumb i were when i was a kid like my life is shame because i spent those fucking money only because i wanted to get a hug from someone i just cried in my bed all days because i needed someone to hug, i remember i wasnt going to school because when i looked in the mirror i was scared, what will happen if someone will bully me for my looks?. anyways thanks for reading this and wish you all the best. < 3
 
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Not one.
 
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dnrd just do surgery and remove your amigdala from your brain
 
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this was typed in a padded cell
 
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using full stops isnt illegal, you know?
 
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Water. This is the entropypill
 
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so i was just regular kid (i thought that i was regular) and just scrolling tiktok, never had confidence problems, face problems or sum like that, and then i just saw k shami's glowup video i liked but i scrolled it anyway because i thought it was just regular gym glowup video, and then tiktok algorithm was showing more more and more those videos, so i thought that if i drink 3l water everyday and dont eat salt i will be good looking, but every video, it was going deep deep and deep, at the beginning it was great i was happy and yeah it was going pretty well I started to see sum progress, but then i stuck at somewhere i didnt knew what to do, i see reality that it wasnt bloat, it was facefat, eyebags damn when i remember my eyebags that i had 2-3 years ago ugh, i was very depressed i had acne too so those all things ruined my face and i cant even look at my self in the mirror i remember i covered all the mirrors in my house and yeah it was good bc i wasnt looking at my fuckin face, anyways i got bimax surgery, and rhinoplasty, i was late bloomer, so i used to be very short in my class now im 6,1 and still growing i think, btw bimax rhino and puberty saved me, and i reached htn, it was my dream btw, but problems dont end here, so i was thinking that when i reach htn or mtn my life will be a lot easier, and yeah its actually true, its crazy how different people will treat you it was wonderful, but as i said problems dont end here, when im looking at the mirror yeah i see sum progress and yeah i think im good lookin, but when i think abt my life i hate myself how dumb i were when i was a kid like my life is shame because i spent those fucking money only because i wanted to get a hug from someone i just cried in my bed all days because i needed someone to hug, i remember i wasnt going to school because when i looked in the mirror i was scared, what will happen if someone will bully me for my looks?. anyways thanks for reading this and wish you all the best. < 3
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Kinda what happened to me JFL like last year I was getting rate Mltn-Hltn now I'm getting rated Hmtn-Lhtn but now I am sort of scared to socialize because I'm more aware of my flaws:ROFLMAO:
 
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