Even my ex thinks i should do it

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JoeNutz

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Tell her you need money for it and that she needs to send.
 
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are we actually serious bro :lul:
 
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shes just hating
 
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why are u taking anti histamines i hate them they make me out of head
 
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Just so im in enough pain to rather die
nigga why do u even die and how are sedatives killing you youll have to take alot of it i have a diphenhydramine cough syrup next to me but holy how do niggas even take this shit it feels so ahh
 
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nigga why do u even die and how are sedatives killing you youll have to take alot of it i have a diphenhydramine cough syrup next to me but holy how do niggas even take this shit it feels so ahh
Dude idk man, i havent taken them yet, theyre just in my backpack. I have a box cutter that i put to my wrist (friend took pic)
I just wanna stab myself in the neck or stomach or something and if im already in hell why wouldn't i wanna get it over with?

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Faggot
 
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get some peps instead of benadryl and lock tf in
 
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Dude idk man, i havent taken them yet, theyre just in my backpack. I have a box cutter that i put to my wrist (friend took pic)
I just wanna stab myself in the neck or stomach or something and if im already in hell why wouldn't i wanna get it over with?

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buddy why are u doing this to yourself everything really that bad please make some better friends aswell
 
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@Resistance.
 
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buddy why are u doing this to yourself everything really that bad please make some better friends aswell
Shits been awful for months without any sign of getting better man
 
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buddy why are u doing this to yourself everything really that bad please make some better friends aswell
If it werent my friends i wouldve seriously tried long ago, theyre all i have
 
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Shits been awful for months without any sign of getting better man
dont kill yourself bruh wtf i thought this was a joke thread if that pics real its not worth it bro do u wanna talk about it
 
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If it werent my friends i wouldve seriously tried long ago, theyre all i have
bud he took a pic of your wrist while u cut it thats not what a friends supposed to do
 
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Bro, do you need to talk?
You can make a priv convo and tell me everything.
 
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bud he took a pic of your wrist while u cut it thats not what a friends supposed to do
Every time i talk about it he tells me "what would your girl think?" Or "things will get better" he helped wrap those cuts in gauze and listenes to everything i have to say without judgement
 
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Bro, do you need to talk?
You can make a priv convo and tell me everything.
I appreciate you man, but ive said everything i could to the right people, which has been very helpful but you just cant get around what im dealing with
 
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Every time i talk about it he tells me "what would your girl think?" Or "things will get better" he helped wrap those cuts in gauze and listenes to everything i have to say without judgement
what happened bud what went wrong? things will get better its seriously not worth it to end it you look pretty young aswell i dont think u should be thinking what your girl would think
 
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bud he took a pic of your wrist while u cut it thats not what a friends supposed to do
I asked him to cuz i said itd look cool and we both laughed about it
 
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I asked him to cuz i said itd look cool and we both laughed about it
did he know youre gon do that did u do that at the spot near him?
 
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buddy why are u doing this to yourself everything really that bad please make some better friends aswell
Sh is nothing crazy or super irrational imo (coming from someone who cuts himself...) OFCOURSE it would be better not to do it, but it does help momentarily with overwelming feelings and so on.
Every time i talk about it he tells me "what would your girl think?" Or "things will get better" he helped wrap those cuts in gauze and listenes to everything i have to say without judgement
Good friend.
I appreciate you man, but ive said everything i could to the right people, which has been very helpful but you just cant get around what im dealing with
I get it, that's fine.
If you ever DO want to talk, PLEASE do!
(Don't kys btw ;))
I asked him to cuz i said itd look cool and we both laughed about it
HOLY SHIT, THIS IS RELATABLE :feelskek:
(@satangoy ...)
 
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did he know youre gon do that did u do that at the spot near him?
I was in my room and i walked into the living room where he was sleeping on my couch and asked him to shine the light on my wrist cuz i didnt know how bad it looked in my dark room
 
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Sh is nothing crazy or super irrational imo (coming from someone who cuts himself...) OFCOURSE it would be better not to do it, but it does help momentarily with overwelming feelings and so on.

Good friend.

I get it, that's fine.
If you ever DO want to talk, PLEASE do!
(Don't kys btw ;))

HOLY SHIT, THIS IS RELATABLE :feelskek:
(@satangoy ...)
idk what yall on bro yall brave for cutting yourself tho
I was in my room and i walked into the living room where he was sleeping on my couch and asked him to shine the light on my wrist cuz i didnt know how bad it looked in my dark room
why are u doing this why do u wanna end it?
 
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Sh is nothing crazy or super irrational imo (coming from someone who cuts himself...) OFCOURSE it would be better not to do it, but it does help momentarily with overwelming feelings and so on.

Good friend.

I get it, that's fine.
If you ever DO want to talk, PLEASE do!
(Don't kys btw ;))

HOLY SHIT, THIS IS RELATABLE :feelskek:
(@satangoy ...)
This guy gets it
 
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idk what yall on bro yall brave for cutting yourself tho

why are u doing this why do u wanna end it?
I lost the love of my life a couple months ago and nothing has improved since the day she left me, we went to the same school worked at the same grocery store, it was all so perfect, then yknow, i love you bro for being so involved in this post, i can tell youre a good person
 
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I lost the love of my life a couple months ago and nothing has improved since the day she left me, we went to the same school worked at the same grocery store, it was all so perfect, then yknow, i love you bro for being so involved in this post, i can tell youre a good person
i promise u doing it for someone u believed was the love of your life is totally not worth it bro i promise u itll get better this is relatable i despise that women and regret everything now but i she was my first love and i thought itd last dont believe your ex when she is nice tbh probably not a good take but i do not like women even tho it was formed because of a single person if u wanna talk about it u could dm me but i promise u itll get better everything will get better its really not worth kys for bud i love you too
 
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i promise u doing it for someone u believed was the love of your life is totally not worth it bro i promise u itll get better this is relatable i despise that women and regret everything now but i she was my first love and i thought itd last dont believe your ex when she is nice tbh probably not a good take but i do not like women even tho it was formed because of a single person if u wanna talk about it u could dm me but i promise u itll get better everything will get better its really not worth kys for bud i love you too
I've spent my entire day for the last few months going through every outcome, if i succeed, if i fail, what itd do to the people who love me, and ive reached the coclusion that this is the most justifiable response to the situation i find myself in, i already let my life fall apart and going through with it will justify everything ive dealt with, I recognize how selfish of an act it would be but I've run out of options and distractions, im only one man, and man can only put up with so much misery, i dont want to leave my family or my friends but what i deal with on a day to day basis outweighs the wherewithal needed to succesfully commit, i just want every thought in my head to cease. Im just so terribly convinced that me recovering seems impossible, im just coming to twrms with reality
 
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I've spent my entire day for the last few months going through every outcome, if i succeed, if i fail, what itd do to the people who love me, and ive reached the coclusion that this is the most justifiable response to the situation i find myself in, i already let my life fall apart and going through with it will justify everything ive dealt with, I recognize how selfish of an act it would be but I've run out of options and distractions, im only one man, and man can only put up with so much misery, i dont want to leave my family or my friends but what i deal with on a day to day basis outweighs the wherewithal needed to succesfully commit, i just want every thought in my head to cease. Im just so terribly convinced that me recovering seems impossible, im just coming to twrms with reality
i genuinely promise u buddy itll get better most of the times it does life goes on can i know the whole story in the dms?
 
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I lost the love of my life a couple months ago and nothing has improved since the day she left me, we went to the same school worked at the same grocery store, it was all so perfect, then yknow, i love you bro for being so involved in this post, i can tell youre a good person
And why did you guys break up

She telling u to kill yourself knowing she is the cause of the suffering?

You will find a new girl eventually it’s been two months don’t jump to conclusions just go take an SSRI nigga that got me over my ex in like a week
 
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And why did you guys break up

She telling u to kill yourself knowing she is the cause of the suffering?

You will find a new girl eventually it’s been two months don’t jump to conclusions just go take an SSRI nigga that got me over my ex in like a week
They are 2 different people, the girl telling me to commit is a girl i met after she left me
 
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They are 2 different people, the girl telling me to commit is a girl i met after she left me
Answer my question

Why did u break up?

And again, srsly, just go take ssri’s they mog for this
 
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I lost the love of my life a couple months ago and nothing has improved since the day she left me, we went to the same school worked at the same grocery store, it was all so perfect, then yknow, i love you bro for being so involved in this post, i can tell youre a good person
Bro, same...
The same shit is happening to me (same, but different)

@cryptt

It's not worth it to end it over shit like this bro, TRUST ME!
 
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My ex also thinks (and has said) the same, that's life
 
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Bro, same...
The same shit is happening to me (same, but different)

@cryptt

It's not worth it to end it over shit like this bro, TRUST ME!
i genuinely started believing 2026 was a canon event for everyone to see one of the worst times of their lives i have seen so many relatable threads on org this year
 
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Answer my question

Why did u break up?

And again, srsly, just go take ssri’s they mog for this
She left because she felt it was always her leaning in to kiss me and never the other way around, that it was always her initiating intimacy, that i made her feel like she was taken for granted, whats worse is she told me this relationahip could've been saved if i had opened up more, bur i couldnt possibly tell her what i was dealing with, in my eyes if it broke her heart hearing about my struggles itd be in my best interest to not tell her about my suicidal tendencies, but clearly leaving her out of my battles with depression only ended up in more pain for me
 
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Just 7 days ago, I was driving 170mph, ready to end it over her. I don't need to take 8 sleeping pills and alcohol to sleep at night anymore, every day ... ur heart races a little less, and you feel slightly better

Also, she could very well come back in a few days or weeks, and such
 
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Just 7 days ago, I was driving 170mph, ready to end it over her. I don't need to take 8 sleeping pills and alcohol to sleep at night anymore, every day ... ur heart races a little less, and you feel slightly better

Also, she could very well come back in a few days or weeks, and such
Id rather not get my hopes up or hold my breath as rhat would lead to nothing but a worse position i find myself in, some days i find myself not thinking of her once but the thought of me having to settle for anything less than she showed me is a fate worse than death in my mind
 
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No, she’s just looking for higher-level fuckers, but at the same time she wants to keep you in her pocket. Get rid of her.
lowk thought of that
 
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No, she’s just looking for higher-level fuckers, but at the same time she wants to keep you in her pocket. Get rid of her.
Thass a whole different bitch, the girl i miss wont even speak to me
 
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